Got to, get to, go through it.
She poses the question, frustrated with a desperate tone, grasping for the answer she wants to hear, the answer contrary to what her knowingness knows. Resistant. "I'm still not sure... do I really have to walk through the 'problem'? Are you sure I can't go over it, under it, around it?! I have to go through it??" She exhales an "argh!" We all know the answer to this question. Ohhh the human nature of asking again and again in hopes that the answer may change. Clearly, there are different types of hope. So a day later, I see and understand the "answer" so much clearer. Aaahhh the wonder of asking questions and how they are often (maybe always) just as much for others as they are for ourselves. I may never see that questioning woman again, and even if I did, I'm not sure it's any bit my place to actually answer her denial query... She wasn't asking for the truth. Few of us are. What did I see? You wonder... I saw why we "must" go through it. "Must" if we want to grow, understand, liberate, rise. We are Light, Love, Life deliverers. And so we must go through it because it is our duty, our mission, our sweet ability; to deliver the light into the dark. How long we stay there is up to us. It is quite possible that we need not even stop in it...keep walking through, and before you know it, you're on the other side. Eyes open or closed is also optional. For, we deliver the Light (God) which stays there and continues to do the work, continues to expand and permeate... and we are free to continue on the journey of adventurous enlivening enjoyment. To deliver again and again and again. <3Del 3.14.13
