#lifeimitatingart

she gave me life,

& that ain’t right.

Or is it wrong?

Cause now I’m writing all these songs..

& all these people sing along;

to my pain & my shame.

Now that’s fame!

It ain’t the same,

but never changed a bit.

I’m living dangerous,

like I’m Larry bitch,

it’s hilarious!

Turned an optimist

to pessimist

& I forget

about my recklessness,

but life’s a bitch

& hope she take me quick!

Mama made me sick,

cause she sick,

& I’m sick of this shit!

Find my body in a ditch,

but mentally I’m making hits,

& soulfully I’m so legit!

I’m just to old to quit,

but I can’t get over it..

That sickness make me ill!

I wrote my will;

then Tommy Trill took me over.

Now it’s over!

Never getting older,

make me younger!

Bring the thunder & the lightning!

Oh so inspiring.

It’s inside of me & in spite of me!

I couldn’t let him breathe!

I couldn’t give him what he need,

cause he only brought me; me.

& now I see;

I need to be me.

Stop that crying,

stop that lying,

fuck the streets,

& make a million

cause I need it for my children!

In this world of villains;

I can’t take a joke

cause I’m the joker.

Coming for they throats,

they’ll never know,

cause they never took me serious?

I’m delirious.

Let’s make amends,

so I can stop trying to pretend

that they really my friends!

Why it depend on how much you spend?

Man, cause they sad too,

they need they dad too.

I gotta move!

I gotta shake

& gravitate!

Maybe levitate

if I reach a higher state.

I’m talking higher

than empire state!

See, I’m a lover & a fighter

for whatever I desire.

So pass that lighter,

light it up,

& tell me;

You know you’re obsessed with a book when you start seeing signs of it everywhere lol