#lifeasmedium

I don't know about everyone else but as I struggle I get so nervous and uncomfortable and these quick weight loss solutions get as tempting as a chocolate cupcake. Even worse when you look at them there always a subscription/auto ship program constantly taking your money. You don't know if you even like them and haven't seen them in person. There's these results but how can you be sure they're true? It's easier to become a seller than a buyer. There's all these flags that say no and you're still so desperate to try it to see if it will help. I'm trying to stay away but idk how much longer I can hold out? Has anyone had honest to God encounters with stuff like this?

I took a trip to see my husband and all the food wasn't the best and wasn't good for me. Though the trip was awesome it was a reminder that I need to work on myself. Even through the constant want to give up, I know I can't on this.

I suck. I'm an emotional over eater and I don't know if I can help myself. I would love to do the portion control meals but at the same time not only can I not afford it but like what if I spent all that money and then cheated. Idk.