Apr 10, 2022
I want to cry, I was writing a fic and a part of it got deleted :')
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I want to cry, I was writing a fic and a part of it got deleted :')
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things have not been going well for me lately. im currently waiting for a doctor to give me a referral to get help at a mental hospital...
he really doesn't understand that I love him so much... why does this always happen to me.. why am I in this world...
i just lost my phone under my bed and now i can't reach it...
Dahil hindi ko na ma-take na magkimkim pa..
Hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko sa buhay ko ngayon. Basta go with the flow lang talaga ako pero deep inside ang bigat bigat na. :( Etong mga past posts mukhang masaya naman ako at okay ako sa buhay ko dahil nga lately lang eh may naging maayos sa buhay ko. At yun yung naging okay yung love and social life ko.
Pero this time, it's about my family.. Ang sakit sakit para sa akin na nakikitang nanghihina si papa. I have to admit na he's getting very weak dahil sa sakit nyang diabetes. Lately lang din kasi siya inatake eh. Nagstart yun after ng ilang days ng pagbalik ko galing pinas. Hindi ko alam kung maiirita ba ako kay papa oh ano eh. Sobrang pasaway kasi at hinintay pang pinalala yung sakit nya. Ngayon tuloy pati ibang organs niya, naaapektuhan na which is yung kidney. Ang sakit dahil nakikita kong nagkakaganyan si papa. Naiinis din ako sa sarili ko kasi feeling ko wala akong pakinabang or walang kwentang anak dahil wala akong magawa para kay papa. Lalo na ngayong senior life ko na sobrang busy at ang daming gagawin. Gusto ko mang ibalanse lahat, eh ang hirap talaga. Lalo na't uuwi si mama ngayon sa Pinas para magbakasyon naman. Tapos dahil nga hindi maiayos yung insurance ni papa dito, baka umuwi din siya for medication. Imagining my life, without them. ANG SAKIT </3 Oo nga't sanay akong walang kasamang magulang kapag nagbabakasyon. Pero.. BAKASYON yun eh. Iba yun sa regular days na kasama ko sila araw araw. This time, iiwan nila ako dito. Like, seriously?
I hate it how my life sucks so bigtime! I know I'm still blessed to have all this things that I have. The friends that I have and all. Pero yung point na dalawang taong malapit sakin eh lalayo? Tapos yung isa eh nanghihina pa ng bonggang bongga. I wanted to help him to fully recover. Gusto ko andun ako sa tabi ni papa habang nagpapagaling siya. Kaso wala talaga akong magawa.. Hindi rin naman pwedeng pabayaan ko pag-aaral ko lalo na ngayon. Wala na akong ibang magawa kundi mag-aral na lang ng mag-aral.. Gusto kong maging paki-pakinabang at makatulog pero.. PAANO?
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I'm stupid at all this boys & love/like shit.
Just to let everyone know..
So you don't all unfollow me for much lack of posting in the next month.. I'm grounded and my mom took away my phone, my ipod and any way of contacting anyone except at school. I can only get on the computer without her knowing.