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I was tagged by thorinsheart

TEN FACTS

► Name ➔ Constantine

► Hair color ➔ Naturally? A golden brown. Lighter in the summer, darker in the winter. Though currently, it is brown over a sort of metallic red.

► Age ➔ himitsu

► Eye Color ➔ blue with gold around my pupils, so from a distance they look green.

► Birthday ➔ I'm a Libra

► Gender ➔ Sex: female. Gender: fairly feminine, I guess? A tomboy who likes cute things?? I don't know. What is gender, anyway?

► Lefty or Righty ➔ ambidextrousy, but I write and eat with my left hand.

► Single or taken? ➔ single and content

► Happy? ➔ Much happier than I used to be. I’ve started being honest with myself and with others about who I am, what I think, and what I like and don’t like. It has done wonders for my mood. The world is so much brighter when you allow yourself to be yourself.

  TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

► Are you in love ➔ Not in love, no, though I love a handful of people platonically.

► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ Not. At. All. If you’re talking real, I want to spend my life with you love, no. There is admiration at first sight and lust at first sight, but love can’t exist until you know the person well enough to die for them.

► Who ended your last relationship ➔ what relationship?

► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ I think maybe?? I really hope not. I was in some sort of half-relationship with a skating buddy in school where they weren’t taking any of my hints and I had to tell them to their face I wasn’t interested and I wasn’t ever going to be.

► Are you afraid of commitments ➔ Yes. I like having a way out, but I will commit to something as long as I believe in it, which means I quit a lot of things as I grow and change. I would make a terrible soldier.

► Have you hugged somebody in the last week  ➔ Lots of people. I went to a wedding in another state, so lots of goodbye hugs.

► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ A couple. I’m flattered until they start acting on their admirations and I have to start making hard decisions and hurting people’s feelings.

► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ I’ve become aware of my own stupidity on many occasions, and that always breaks my heart.

► Do you usually spend Valentine’s Day alone? ➔ Romance-wise, yes. But if I’m not working, I usually find someone to have coffee with.

► Short or long-term relationships? ➔ eh? Long because love needs time to grow??

 TEN CHOICES

► Love or lust ➔ Love, definitely.

► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ Iced tea! All tea, all the time.

► Cats or Dogs ➔ Dogs, but just barely. Whether cats or dogs, they have to have a clear personality.

► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ I like having a couple people I know I can talk to about anything.

► Television or internet ➔ Internet TV! So I can watch all the obscure shows I want to watch.

► Pepsi or Coke ➔ Coke, but I’m not a stickler.

► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Meh?

► Day or night ➔ Day, though I like the quietness of night. Great for alone time or intense discussions.

► Text or Call ➔ Text. Talking on the phone stresses me out.

► Make-up or au naturel? ➔ I like experimenting (read: trying to make myself look like various anime characters). So, I like make-up, though you won’t find my taste in fashion magazines.

  TEN HAVE YOU EVER

► Been caught sneaking out? ➔ I’ve only snuck out to run around like a forest spirit in the dark, but I’ve never been caught doing that, either.

► Fallen down/up the stairs? ➔ Upstairs, yes.

► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ Ohhhhhh yes.

► Prank called a store? ➔ Why would I ever do that? It would cause infinitely more discomfort to myself than to the store.

► Skipped school? ➔ Not intentionally. I’ve overslept and missed quite a few classes, though.

► Wanted to disappear? ➔ Sometimes. Being human is hard.

► Spent all your money? ➔ Not since I’ve had any real money.

► Met a celebrity? ➔ A couple jazz artists when I played keyboard in a high school jazz band.

► Been really ill? ➔ Yes, though thankfully not very often.

► Gotten high? ➔ No, though I’ve had the lack-of-sleep crazies, which are their own kind of high.

  TEN PREFERENCES

► Smile or eyes ➔ Hm, both? I guess between the two, I pay more attention to the eyes to determine whether a person is trustworthy.

► Light or dark hair ➔ Both in their most striking forms. Lucius-Malfoy-light or Edward-Scissorhands-dark.

► Shorter or taller ➔ I like elfiness. Some people look more elf-like shorter, and some taller.

► Intelligence or attraction ➔ Attraction isn’t a thing for me, so intelligence I guess? I greatly value intelligence in myself and I like to see it in others.

► Hook-up or relationship ➔ Relationship.

► Funny and poor or rich and serious ➔ I don’t know, none of those are really qualities I’m all that concerned with.

► Mac or PC? ➔ Mac, though I am sad I can’t play as many games on Mac as you can on PC.

► Chapstick or lipstick? ➔ chapstick. I like pale lips and lipstick foils that attempt.

► City or country? ➔ Country, I guess. I like cities and I’ve never really felt like I fit in in small towns, but cities scare me. Also, nature and silence are very important to me and I like being able to be totally alone in the wilderness when I want to be.

► Driving or walking? ➔ Walking, always. Though I do enjoy taking drives on nice days.

LASTS

► Last phone call? ➔ Carpooling directions with a friend.

► Last song you listened to? ➔ Demons by The National

► Last thing you ate? ➔ potato soup

► Last thing you drank? ➔ coffee

► Last place you were? ➔ a wedding.

► Last kiss? ➔ my puppy bit my nose. :3

► Last picture taken? ➔ The bride getting ready.

► Last outfit? ➔ khaki shorts, white cami, tan adventuring boots, and a cozy zip-up hoodie.

► Last purchase? ➔ an iced coffee from McDonalds.