#letsmeetsomeday

We don't talk anymore...

The day you asked from me something more than friendship and I said yes to it was the day when what we had, ended. I've been talking to you since so long, and in these years I had grown to respect and adore you. "You are my never-ending universe" as I used to tell you. A perfect friend, a scholar, you've always understood me. Or so I thought.

What I thought was one of the biggest birthday surprises I've ever had, turned out to be one of the biggest mistakes of my life. I should have never said yes to you. You were special. And we didn't need a label. You got me and I got you. And together we weaved dreams that could have turned to reality.

I still have your first email starred on my inbox. You came to my rescue when I needed someone the most. If only you could see me writing this. If only you knew how much you meant to me. If only you knew how much I missed you. Why did we have to bring romance between what we had? See how bad it ended up.

I'm so sorry. I can only apologize to you for hurting you so bad. I am a trainwreck~ if only I could tell you this. Maybe then you'd have run away and I'd have still ended up losing you ~ but probably you would not have been hurt.

I miss you so much. And I know that somewhere, sometimes you think of me as well. Yet we don't talk anymore.