#lerawr

Soo i just finished watching the new adventure time episode Earth and water. I cried. Yep. cried. Flame princess was hurt in the last episode and i cried too but this episode i cried because she was right. Around her people were dishonest, people hurt her, even without them really knowing. In this episode however, she had to be honest with herself. And she Did.  Im proud of her and i think maybe i could be too.

I havent been completely honest with myself nor the people i connect with on basis and i feel bad but i also am slowly realizing i probably shouldnt have to any longer.  I have made a lot of mistakes in the last year and wish i could go back but its not possible and those who i would love to talk to and work things out with are not giving me the chance or i don't think it will do much good depending on the situation. (could be both) But i do know i am sad i didn't realize the things before that sat in my mind for so long but i didn't acknowledge. Im sad that i couldn't voice what was wrong and in many cases ignored those things that bothered me. i should have handled that better. and im sorry.