Forest of Secrets - Chapter 43
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The journey to Sunningrocks was long, but it gave Fireheart time to think, and to worry. What if Riverclan wasnât there? The Clan was already close to mutinous without him bringing three enemy kits back to camp. His actions were easily justified by the code, but there were surely those in the Clan that thought they were better off with less Riverclanners.Â
And what would Riverclan think? Would they believe that the kits had been stolen? Relations were already tense with them, and while things had eased these last moons now that Graystripe wasnât crossing the border every morning, evening and night, this surely would complicate matters. Ivyskip, their mother, must be out of her mind with worry, afraid that they had drowned in the river. He knew how fiercely a mother cared for her kits - and how she would fight if she thought they were in danger. If she saw them right now, would they get a chance to explain before Riverclan attacked?
Though he tried not to worry about it, instead focusing on taking the steadiest path through the forest, his mind kept looping back around to it. Images flashed through his mind of Leopardflame yowling at him, of Crookedstar nose to nose with Bluestar, of Graystripe and Silverstream-
Thunderclan couldnât afford a war with Riverclan right now. There were so few warriors, and he wasnât sure he could trust all of them - least of all himself - in a battle against the other Clan. There was Bluestar to contend with as well, the once great leader barely leaving her nest without his or Yellowfangâs prodding. If they went to war, Thunderclan would lose, he was sure of it, and it would be just one more criticism that the elders would have of his being deputy.
He slowed to a halt as he reached a familiar clearing - one in which, long ago, heâd seen Riverclan cats for the first time. He gently dropped Robinkit, the other two warriors doing the same behind him. He opened his mouth, about to mew instruction to the other warriors, but stopped when a gray striped tail slapped across his mouth. He blinked, staring bewilderedly at Peppermask, but she didnât say anything, instead gesturing for him to be quiet.
Fireheart perked his ears, suddenly painfully aware of how close they were to the Riverclan border. Had she heard warriors coming? He pricked his ears, expecting to hear cats approaching, but the only thing he could hear was birdsong. He watched, his confusion growing, as she stalked away into the bushes, firmly in their own territory. Had she heard trespassers?
He was about to follow her when he heard a startled squawk, followed by the sound of a dozen wings frantically taking to the air. Peppermask returned with a bright smile, carrying a plump pigeon in her jaws. âI saw them as we approached.â She explained as she dropped it in front of the kits. âI didnât want you scaring them off. No point in wasting a perfectly good opportunity.â
Though his heart was still racing from the thought of an approaching threat, he had to agree with her reasoning. âThat seems sensible.â He admitted, trying to calm himself down. âHey, have you kits ever-â
He startled as he looked down at the kits, who were tearing into the bird with a ferocious zeal that made him feel a little nervous for his own hide. âHey, donât- donât choke on the feathers, please.â He warned them, though he wasnât entirely sure they heard him as they continued crunching into the carcass.
He hadnât noticed before, with too much else on his mind, but he realized now how skinny the three kits were. Between his and Peppermaskâs hunting, not to mention Yellowfangâs help, Princessâ kits were pudgy, bordering on fat. It felt unnatural to see these kits, almost skin and bones, now ravaging the prey set in front of them. How long had it been since they ate? Surely they hadnât starved this badly from a single day of adventure - this was at least a quarter-moon without eating, maybe more.Â
When he looked at Peppermask, he expected to see surprise on her face, but she was just watching them with sadness. âI could feel Dawnkitâs spine when I picked her up. Thatâs why I- I couldnât let them go back, and find out later that theyâd starved to deathâŠâ She explained softly to him when she saw him watching.
âThe river is Riverclanâs main source of food, and it freezes over in leafbare. Most of the prey in the lowlands goes into hibernation, too.â Graystripe mumbled from his other side. âThatâs why they get so fat in leaf-fall; they need all the food they can get to survive leafbare. They try to have kits in newleaf, when the fish return, so that theyâll have plenty to eat.â
Fireheart looked on, his heart aching as he watched the kits devour every last scrap of the pigeon. If the kits were this skinny, the part of the Clan that ate first, how was the rest of the Clan alive? What if theyâd all perished in the floods, unable to summon the strength to swim-
No, he wouldnât let himself think such thoughts. âCome on, you three.â He mewed, nudging them with his nose. They moved from the bones reluctantly, glancing back as though hoping they might spot a spare morsel that they had missed. âItâs time to get you back to your mother.â
They moved through what little bracken remained to look down on Sunningrocks. Just like the rest of the land close to the river, it was flooded, the normal stone floor vanished beneath the water. However, just as theyâd hoped, some of the normal stone towers that made Sunningrocks so valuable were still a tail-length or more above the water. His heart soared as he saw cats moving around - dozens of them, an entire Clanâs worth.
He turned to the kits. âYou three stay here for a moment.â He nodded the same to Peppermask and Graystripe before, with a deep sigh, wading a few tail-lengths out until the water was lapping firmly around his forelegs. âRiverclan!â He called, watching as the entire Clanâs head turned as one at the sound of an unfamiliar voice. âIs Ivyskip among you? We must speak with her.â
He could see some cats already bristling at him, ready to challenge him. He was technically intruding, although he hoped that they would see it was for a good reason, and heâd expected minor aggression at his appearance. He could hear talking, though not well enough to make out words or who was speaking, before several cats dove into the water and swam towards him, leaving the rest of the Clan on the rocks. They didnât seem to be a battle patrol, at least, which was a good start.
He flicked his tail for them to follow him, then moved back to mostly dry land. âCome here. Let them see you, all of you. We donât want them to think this is an ambush.â He mewed, the kits and warriors emerging from the bracken to stand beside him.
It was only heartbeats before the Riverclan cats were upon them, and he was grateful to realize he recognized most of them. Crookedstar was leading them, his jaw twisted up in an ugly scowl, while Leopardflame and Mistyskip flanked him. Behind them was a tortoiseshell queen he didnât recognize - Ivyskip, if he had to guess.
âMy kits!â His thoughts were confirmed as the queen raced past him as soon as she could stand, enveloping them all in her still-dripping embrace. âYouâre safe! Oh, Starclan, thank Starclan youâre all safeâŠâ
Crookedstarâs green gaze warmed slightly as he watched the family reunite. âAnd how, might I ask, did Thunderclan come by three of Riverclanâs kits?â The leader asked, his gaze narrowing to glare down at Fireheart. He steadied himself, not wanting to seem afraid and guilty. They had done nothing wrong rescuing these kits; he would not let Thunderclan be blamed.
He opened his mouth to reply. âThey stole them from us! They must have!â Leopardflame spat before he could speak, her spotted pelt rising as she advanced on the three young Thunderclanners. âTheyâve been nothing but trouble for us all of leafbare! First with the prey-stealing, and then-â
âWe didnât steal them!â Fireheart snapped back before she could finish. âWe were out to survey the extent of the flooding near the Owltree when we heard kits calling for help. The branch they were on broke apart in front of us, so we rescued them before they could drown.â
âReally? You expect us to believe that?â The deputy straightened up to her full height with a hiss, though Fireheart suspected that if he tried he would be taller than her. âAs if Thunderclan cats would ever get their paws wet!â
âLeopardflame.â Mistyskip mewed, casting a disdainful glance at her deputy as she stepped up beside her uncle. âLook at their bellies. Theyâre soaked with water, all of them, which could only happen if they were submerged in water, and not just traveling in the rain. They have been swimming, and recently.â
âDonât talk to me like that!â Leopardflame spat back, her eyes blazing furiously at the senior warrior that had dared to talk back to her. âIf youâre so smart, then explain how they could find our kits near the Owltree, far upstream from camp!â
The silver molly looked unsettled at the deputyâs retort. Fireheart stepped forward to interrupt them before she could hazard a guess. âI think that might be answered by the kits themselves.â He turned to them, shivering and hugging their mother as tightly as possible. âGo on, then.â
The kits stared at him with wide, anxious eyes, and suddenly he felt fear strike his heart. They had to tell the truth, or Riverclan would be furious with them! After all that the three warriors had done for the kitsâŠ
Peppermask crouched down, her belly brushing the wet pebbles below. âHey, you guys donât want us to get in trouble for saving you, do you? Just tell them what you told us.â She mewed gently to the three.
Tears welled in Aspenkitâs eyes, but he slowly nodded and pulled away from the tortoiseshell queen. âWe- we wanted to see the gorge for ourselves. But Dad wouldnât take us, and- so we snuck out. Weâre sorry! We didnât know-â
âShh, darling. Itâs alright. Youâre safe now.â Ivyskip gently hushed her son and pulled him back against her again. âI believe them. Why would these Thunderclanners steal our kits just to bring them back?â She looked up with warm green eyes, bowing her head to each of them. âThank you, all of you. You risked your lives to save my kits. I will never forget your kindness.â
Fireheart nodded back, even as exhaustion began to creep over him once again. âIâm just glad we were able to bring them back home. And Iâm sure theyâre glad, too.â He replied, turning back to the other three Riverclanners. âIâm sorry to have troubled you, but I assure you, not a single Thunderclanner is interested in stealing your kits. We already have enough trouble dealing with our own.â
Crookedstarâs whiskers twitched slightly at his words. âWell, in that case, Riverclan is grateful that you rescued them. I know it is not an easy task to swim in these floodwaters; doubly so for a cat not accustomed to swimming at all.â As he spoke, a spark lit in his gaze. âSay, Mistyskip, didnât you mention something about rescuing a ginger Thunderclanner from the river a few moons ago?â
Fireheartâs ears flattened bitterly at the memory, and he was sure Graystripe was doing the same behind him. âYes, Uncle. Him and the tom behind him were the very two Silverstream and I rescued.â Her blue eyes met his with a mischievous twinkle. âIâm glad to see that you two have learned how to swim since then.âÂ
He growled wordlessly in response, but she didnât seem to take heed as she trotted past him to where Ivyskip was still holding her kits tightly. âLetâs get them up on the rocks. Leopardflame, if you would?â
The spotted deputyâs scowl worsened as she moved past the Thunderclan cats, gingerly picking up Robinkit before turning and leaping gracefully into the floodwaters. The three mollies were gone in mere moments with their charges, leaving only the Riverclan leader and the Thunderclan cats standing on the shoreline.
As Crookedstar turned away, presumably to follow them, Fireheart noticed how visible the leaderâs hips were - not unlike, he realized, how Tallstar had been when they had led the Windclanners back home. He felt Graystripe and Peppermask tensing up beside him, and he knew they were thinking the same. âCrookedstar, may I speak to you for a moment?â He mewed quickly.
The normally muscular tabby turned back, his eyes wary but not hostile, as he regarded them with suspicion. âYou have my attention.â The leader replied with a small courteous dip of his head.
âLet me be honest with you, Crookedstar.â The tabbyâs tail tip twitched slightly as Fireheart spoke, but he nonetheless inclined his head slightly in agreement. âOn the way here, Peppermask happened to catch a bird. Sheâs a good hunter; one of our best.â He glanced slightly to see her whiskers twitch as she acknowledged the praise, but he could see the worry etched clearly on her face. âWe didnât get a chance to decide what to do with it when the kits devoured it.â
Crookedstar sighed heavily and sat down, unbothered by the water that lapped around his paws. âI apologize for them. Kits can be impulsive, sometimes, and they must have been hungry from their little adventure. I promise you-â
âThis wasnât a matter of simple hunger. Those kits were starving. They cleaned those bones faster than a cat can lash their tail.â He could see the large tabbyâs muscles tense up as he spoke. âYou and I both know the warrior code says that kits must be fed first, and I donât think those kits had eaten in the past quarter-moon. If they havenât eaten, what about the rest of your Clan?â
The Riverclan leaderâs scowl had returned as he glared at the presumptuous young Thunderclanner. âPerhaps youâre still unfamiliar with how the Clans work. Most warriors would consider it a grave offen-â
âI know that pointing out such weaknesses in another Clan is considered the highest of insults. But I also have to think that if those kits had had enough to eat, that they might not have needed our rescuing at all.â Fireheart took a deep breath to steady himself. He knew what he was thinking was essentially breaking the code. He also knew that if he didnât speak up, he would never forgive himself. âIf we hadnât given them food, Iâm not certain they would have lived through another quarter-moon. And now your lands are flooded, and youâve admitted yourself that flood waters are difficult to navigate. You wonât be able to hunt until the flood subsides, and who knows when that will be?â
He could see Crookedstarâs lip curling as he listened to Fireheart speak. âIs there a point to this?â The other tom growled.
âThere is, Crookedstar.â He dipped his head respectfully, though he was sure it didnât feel like it to the tabby tom. âNow that newleaf has come, prey is returning to the forest. Many in Thunderclan have full bellies. Even though some of our best hunting territory is underwater, we can still spare prey, if it will ensure your Clanâs survival.â
The Thunderclan deputy and Riverclan leader stared at each other, gauging each otherâs moods. Fireheart didnât shy away from the otherâs gaze; he meant every word he had said, even if it was tantamount to treason. âYou claim that you are familiar with how the Clans work, and yet what youâre suggesting to me is antithetical to the very foundation of the Clans.â Crookedstarâs tone was carefully measured as he regarded the flame-colored deputy. âWhat will you ask for in return, hmm? Nothing comes without a price, and I will not indebt my Clan to yours when we are-â
âWe ask for nothing. It was us, as youâll recall, that traveled to bring Windclan home. We did not ask them for territory or prey then either. I donât want Thunderclan to gain territory by exploiting the weakness of the Clans around us; if we are to expand our borders, it will be through battles with honorable warriors, as Starclan intends.â Even as he said it, he could tell Crookedstar was still skeptical. He wasnât able to hold it against the other tom; he was certain that if Tigerclaw was speaking the same words, that he would absolutely intend to eventually use the favor against Riverclan. âBe honest with me, and with yourself, Crookedstar; if you cannot find prey by tomorrow, how many in your Clan will die of starvation?â
The tabbyâs pale green eyes fell to the water he was sitting in, and he knew instantly that Crookedstar was picturing gaunt faces staring at him from the rocks. Had cats already died? âBe that as it may,â Crookedstar admitted with a heavy sigh, âthe Clans have always survived independently. Starclan may - there will be those that go to greet them, but that is a warriorâs lot in life. I cannot burden my Clan to change that.â
âPerhaps it is not the duty of a warrior to care what happens to another Clan.â Fireheart answered readily, watching the leaderâs proud stature even as his eyes were full of hunger, and his skin clung to his bones. âAfter all, the code tells us to care for our Clans above all else. But I have watched the code be used to defend driving out other Clans for the sake of one; I have watched the code be used to defend cold-blooded murder. Perhaps the code tells me that I should turn my back on Riverclan now, so that we can take Sunningrocks from the corpse of your Clan once the floodwaters go down. But I believe that being a warrior is about mercy as much as it is about strength, and so I will do what I can to alleviate your suffering, regardless of what the code says.â
They stared each other down for another long moment before Crookedstarâs eyes flicked to the two warriors behind him. âAnd what of you two? Do you agree with what your deputy says?â The leader asked dryly.
Fireheart didnât dare look them in the eyes. âThe code says that we cannot neglect a kit, no matter their origin.â He heard Peppermask mew behind him. âIf we were to leave now to let your kits starve, then I think we would be breaking the code. If hunting for your Clan means that the kits will eat, and live, then it is my duty as a warrior to do so. Fireheartâs offer may be unconventional, but I believe heâs right.â
âUh, yeah.â Graystripe mewed from his other side. âWhat my sister said.â
Crookedstar looked unable to believe his ears, his twisted jaw dropping slightly at their words. He looked down at his paws once again, seriously considering everything that had been said. âPerhaps you all have the bold-faced audacity to lie to my face.â He said at last, looking back up into Fireheartâs eyes with a vulnerable honesty he hadnât had before. âBut there is only so much I can do to argue when my Clan is dying. We barely managed to escape the flood when it surged through our camp. Frogleap is still missing because of it. My duty is to protect my Clan, no matter the cost. And whether the cost is Sunningrocks, or the river, or all of our lands; the code says that is a cost I must accept.â He looked away with another heavy sigh. âVery well. If Thunderclan should grant us some of their prey, then I will not - can not - turn it away.â
He wished he could convince the leader that his words were genuine, with no cost attached - but he knew better than to try. âWeâll be in the clearing behind us every day just after dawn. Weâll hunt for you until the floodwaters leave Sunningrocks.â He flicked his tail for the patrol to turn to leave. âHopefully that day will come quickly.â
âHopefully.â Crookedstar murmured, turning away from them and swimming back towards the rocks his Clan were huddled on without a further word. Fireheart turned away into the bracken as well, exhaustion from fighting the floodwaters and the task ahead creeping over him.
He had only stepped a few tail-lengths into the forest before Peppermask was whirling on him. âAre you mad?â She hissed - not angrily, he could tell, but from genuine fear. âHow are you going to explain this to the rest of the Clan?â
He met her gaze evenly. He was past the point of caring what the Clan thought of him anymore - but he didnât dare tell her that. âI wonât.â He replied simply, brushing past her to lead them back to camp. âThey donât have to even find out. How long can it be until the floods subside? A half-moon, maybe, or even a quarter-moon? If Graystripe could go moons without being caught having a Riverclan mate, I doubt anyone will even notice.â Even if they did, what would they do? The only cat that could exile him was curled up in her nest and could barely be prodded out. âIâm the deputy, after all. I can arrange the patrols to make sure no oneâs ever around to find us. Besides, donât you two pretend you didnât want to offer the same thing.â
âThereâs a difference between wanting to do something and actually doing it!â Still, he could hear her beginning to relax - his points made sense, after all. âAre you really planning on just the three of us doing this?â
âWeâre both good hunters, and we have Graystripe to help as well.â Back when they were apprentices, that would have been a teasing joke, but there was no humor in his voice now. âThatâs the size of an average hunting patrol. We could recruit others to help, but I donât know if thereâs anyone Iâd trust to agree with what weâre doing and keep it a secret. We may not catch enough to feed their entire Clan, but hopefully it will at least be enough to keep them from starving.â
Peppermask was silent, clearly still trying to rationalize everything in her head. After a moment, he was surprised to hear Graystripe speak up. âI- Thank you, Fireheart. You didnât have to do that.â
He didnât look at the large tom behind him, keeping his eyes on the forest ahead. âI didnât do it for you.â He responded.
âI know, but- still.â Graystripe didnât have to say anything else - he already knew what the other was thinking. Kits, then queens, were fed first amongst all of the Clan. If the kits had been starving, then that meant that Silverstream had gone without food for just as long, if not longer, than they had. It was possible that if they didnât help, she would have died.Â
As much as he told Graystripe it hadnât been for him, he couldnât lie and pretend that hadnât been in his mind when he had first offered to hunt for Riverclan. No matter what he thought of his former friend and his ill-fated romance, some small and sentimental part of him would never let Graystripeâs kits die. And though the task in front of them felt formidable to face down, he wouldnât let fear stop him from doing the right thing.
At least, he hoped it was the right thing.














