#leofilz

i will have you know that this shit is cruel. that being said:

John and Abigail Adams (American Revolutionaries) (my sun and stars, the true loves of my life, no i won’t just pick one that’s ridiculous)

George Gordon Meade (Union Civil War general) (the grumpy google-eyed snapping turtle of my heart, why would you bother loving anyone else)

Nathanael Greene (American Revolutionary War general) (i don’t understand why we don’t teach about this big damn hero more? like not only was he really important in general, but he’s an important figure in american history who was disabled and people tried to use that disability to discount him and then he accomplished great things despite that, and teaching about disabled american heroes is something that doesn’t happen enough?)

Theodore Roosevelt (26th President of the United States) (i don’t care who you are, tr was cooler)

what the fuck have you done

i feel mildly offended that this doesn't say 'what the fuck have you done now'

i feel that it doesn't give enough acknowledgement to my past efforts to make everything heartbreaking

but specifically she was talking about me drawing parallels between cj/danny from the west wing and fitzsimmons, which i did a couple times as a joke except it got real super fast today

that happens to me a lot

i'm really good at drawing parallels, and it always starts as a joke but it never ends as one

THIS IS JUST ONE OF THE MANY WAYS THAT YOU CAN SEE HOW PRECIOUS THEY ARE TO EACH OTHER THE GENTLENESS AND THE CAUTION THEY BOTH TAKE TO TOUCHING EACH OTHER I AM /LEAVING/ FOREVER

THEY BOTH LITERALLY THINK THAT THE OTHER IS THE BEST PERSON.  AND I'M NOT SAYING ETHICALLY OR MORALLY OR WHATEVER BUT JUST LIKE THEIR EXISTENCE.

ALL OF THIS IS SO REAL WATCH AND WEEP leofilz.tumblr.com/post…

these two are so upsetting it's so upsetting

STOP TOUCHING EACH OTHER LIKE IT IS SOME SACRED PRIVILEGE THAT YOU FEEL DISTINCTLY UNWORTHY OF BECAUSE YOU THINK THE OTHER PERSON IS THE BEST PLEASE STOP

sometimes people in fics are like ‘fitz does not like to be touched or touch people leopold fitz hates all forms of human contact’

and i am like “PLEASE SIR OR MADAM OR OTHERWISE, ARE WE WATCHING THE SAME SHOW ARE YOU PERHAPS CONFUSING LEOPOLD ‘LET’S HIT GRANT WARD ON THE BACK AND SMILE WHEN HE DOES THE SAME THING TO ME LET’S WHACK MACK ON THE ARM AFTER BEING HIS FRIEND FOR AN HOUR LET’S PUT MY HANDS ALL OVER LANCE HUNTER’S BACK IN PRESSURE SITUATIONS AND PROBABLY HOLD HIS HANDS FOR AT LEAST A COUPLE SECONDS LET’S STAND IN ANOTHER HUMAN’S SPACE 90% OF THE TIME LET’S PROBABLY BE A HUGE FAN OF HIGH FIVES AND PHYSICAL DISPLAYS OF FRIENDLY AFFECTION’ FITZ WITH SOMEONE ELSE”

FITZ HAS NO PROBLEMS TOUCHING OR BEING TOUCHED EXCEPT WHEN IT COMES TO JEMMA

WHEN IT COMES TO JEMMA OH BOY

this dumb boy turns into the gentlest little bunny rabbit he is so cautious he moves slowly and does not want to startle her he does not want to break her she is so fucking precious to him

he is so rarely the one to initiate contact it is almost always jemma even during the hug in ‘tracks’ he puts his hand on her shoulder and let’s her STEP INTO HIM he doesn’t pull her in he just touches her shoulder and opens his arm and SHE MOVES INTO HIM he let’s her touch him he doesn’t touch her

and when he does initiate contact with her it is WITH THE VERY TIPS OF HIS FINGERS like he is touching some sort of PRECIOUS ARTIFACT THAT HE IS UNWORTHY OF

JEMMA ABIGAIL AND LEOPOLD JOHN I’M; ;  ; ;;

no headcanon is more important to me than this one, not even light weight antoine triplett

NOT EVEN LIGHT WEIGHT TRIP IS AS IMPORTANT TO ME AS THIS HEADCANON AND PARTICULARLY THIS DETAIL

I DON'T CARE WHAT THEIR MIDDLE NAMES MAY BE REVEALED TO BE IN ACTUAL CANON THIS IS REAL TO ME

SOMEONE MAYBE COULSON LIKE “COULD SOMEONE PLEASE FIND JOHN AND ABIGAIL 2.0”

WE KNOW COULSON LOVES CAP LET'S JUST MAKE HIM AN AMERICAN HISTORY NERD

AND WE KNOW HE LIKES NOTHING MORE THAN TO DAD PEOPLE SO LIKE ONE TIME WHEN FITZ OR JEMMA IS SAD HE SHOULD JUST MENTION THAT THEY REMIND HIM OF THE ADAMSES. LIKE I KNOW JEMMA KNOWS WHO ABIGAIL IS I KNOW SO IT SHOULD JUST HAPPEN.

I NEED IT IT'S SO REAL

LITERALLY GOODBYE FOREVER I’M ASCENDING

IT IS THE REALEST IT IS THE MOST REAL THING