I’m a caring person and I often get walked over. My friends & I had a heated disagreement and there was no attempt of understanding. And just recently, I’ve begun to think of them as less than friends. I feel I’m only of use to them at their convenience such as when they see me or when I ask to hang out. Granted, that may also NOT be true. But who knows; the best way to test it is to withdraw from all of them and see what happens. I refuse to be anyone’s convenience. You shouldn’t be there for people who aren’t there for you in return. (Granted, they know nothing of how I really feel. Goddamn ISFJ personality)

You know..

The thing is no matter how much time passes people are still going to judge. Months, years from now. They’re still going to say the same things they would today or tomorrow. Maybe they’re right to do so, since there was so much energy spent fighting this.

I’m realizing there will be no perfect moment. Will there?

to let this bloom..

but the rain can’t continue forever..