#leavingnothingunpublished

So I said "I still love you but maybe finally for the first time" and you're the only person who will understand what I mean.

And I thought about that movie 13 Going on 30 where they wake up at the end and it's all a dream or a spell or a wish and they get the impossible gift of starting from the beginning with all the wisdom of the end.

If I could go back and be ready…if I could go back and unhurt you…

The point of this poem isn't to tell you what I'd do if I could redo the past, the point is to tell you I'm finally ready for a future.

I've woken up and I know nobody will believe what I’m saying so I swear on everything, handsome, I will show you.

Just so you know