#leafyisactuallyhere

Tonight we were going to spend quality time together because of Ive been working long hours and ever since he started talking to her . I thought it was a perfect opportunity for us to enjoy ourselves at a party with a couple of friends until she decided to come and be all over Calvin . Calvin kept laughing it off, I stood there until she got on my last nerve and I dropped my whole drink on her and punched her right in the nose.

“She is just a friend ! damn it , I can't have female friends now !?” He said

“Are being serious right ? Oh i’m sorry that i don't get to spend time with my BOYFRIEND, All you ever do is spend time with her!” I said while i put my cup of coffee down and look at Calvin

“So? all you ever do is spend time with a fuckboy Rob! he's always with you trying to get in your pants!” he said 

“He's my co worker Calvin! I told you already I rejected him and told him I was with you , you fucking asshole! But apparently that didn't mean shit to you because you been with her all the time!” I yelled 

“Doesn’t mean you have to be a insecure bitch! like damn your so fucking clingy no wonder your fucking ex dumped your ass and left you” Calvin said and he widened his eyes after that, he's never been so harsh when it came to you. 

You looked at him with surprise and tears started to brim in your eyes as soon as he said that. you never thought he would treat you like this, all those late night kisses, those meaningful nights of love and adoration. You looked down and silence entered the room after that.

You broke the silence as tears slide down your cheeks

“if thats how you feel , we should just end this relationship” I said as my voice cracked and I walked away to our room well use to be and I started packing my things in a duffle bag.

i heard footsteps and I felt Calvins stare as i packed my things

“Where are you going” I heard Calvin voice crack like if he was about to cry

“Somewhere so I don’t burden you” I said as i was silently crying

Calvin didn't want you to leave, he loved you so much. He was scared of you getting sick of him one day and leaving him. He was so helpless without you, he wanted you and only you. He was spending time more with her because he missed the attention (Y/N) never gave him with all the work she had. He loved you and didn't want to see you go

after a few moments I heard Calvin and looked up to a sight I have never seen

“please don't leave me” Calvins tears slide down his cheeks 

I stopped what I was doing and looked at him, he looked like a vulnerable child. 

“I’m sorry i didn't mean it , I’m sorry I love you so fucking much please don't leave me” Calvin voice cracked

Calvin came up to me and hugged like there was no tomorrow. we stayed in each others arms for quite some time. Until he broke the silence 

“I love you (Y/N) so fucking much, fuck her you're the only one i need just don't leave me” Calvin said looking at him with his red puffy eyes .

I sniffled and looked at him “I love you calvin” I smiled weakly as he wiped my tears away with the pad of his thumb he leaned in and kissed me gently but passionately as if I was going to disappear in his arms.

As we parted he leaned his forehead on mine comfortable silence

“I think you broke her nose” calvin said as he chuckled 

I chuckled “good she deserved to be rekt” 

you were still staring off to space and didn't hear him coming until he hugged you from the back and with his head on your shoulder. 

“why are you up so early?” calvin said rubbing his head against yours cutely 

you didn’t respond since you were slightly embarrassed from telling him that you had a nightmare and that you were crying .

Calvin grabbed you from the waist and turned you to him gently, he saw your red puffy eyes and bags under your eyes.

“what happened baby ?” Calvin said while caressing your face 

you took a few moments to get your thoughts together.

“Uh I had a bad dream” you said quietly looking down at your hands

Calvin looked at you  with soft eyes , he never showed vulnerability except when he was with you . He let his walls fall for you and it scared him at times but he had to except it, because he loved you. 

Calvin intertwined your hands with his and guided you back to bed, you got under the covers with Calvin’s arms wrapped around you protectively . He rubbed your back until you your eyes were drooping from the lack of sleep you had .