#laurel's thoughts

opinion: i don’t think caffeine should be an inevitable part of life/employment/adulthood. it is. but it shouldn’t be. if you’re having problems with staying completely alert or being productive at work/school and you’re not already drinking lots of coffee then the answer is to drink more coffee. and inevitably get addicted to it. and then have to drink more and more coffee to adequately perform at your job. so fucked up

Hayden Pike is the type of guy who would use "🤗" unironically

Hear me out... a hollanov "The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo" au but in contrast to what you may think... Shane as Evelyn and Ilya as Celia. It literally makes so much sense because just like Evelyn Shane at first "didn't want to give up hockey" for Ilya. (putting it in quotes because it obviously isn't as simple as that)

i keep going back and forth on whether i want to be here...........having an internal crisis every day, like do i want to log onto tumblr this morning? and the answer is usually no. but i’m also very isolated besides social media right now and it’s good for me to be around others. so i don’t know.

i spent new year’s eve wrapped in my weighted blanket, playing plants vs zombies, surrounded by floral scented candles. this sounds small, but i felt content. things felt nice. i promise it gets better, so much better. happy new year everyone 🎉

it is taking all my willpower not to install enderal again

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