“And nobody comes to save you now/But you’ve got something they don’t/ Yeah you’ve got something they don’t/You’ve just got to keep your eyes open/Everybody’s waiting for you to break down/Everybody’s watching to see the fallout/Even when you’re sleeping, sleeping/Keep your ey-eyes open” I will never stop grieving the loss of my mom even after all this time and neither will my brother and sister. Listening to Eyes Open, breaking down behind closed doors. You never truly understand “in three words, my heart hurts” unless you’ve felt it😔💔 I try to mentally numb myself but was struck with an overwhelming sadness when I looked at the date last night, the impending pain that I know was to follow. So, today you’re going to allow me to feel whatever emotion necessary and let me cry, let us cry. If for a second today the tears stop and someone makes us smile.You will not be bitter about it or make any of us feel bad. We all suffer and this day will haunt me for the rest of my life. “So, here you are two steps ahead and staying on guard/Every lesson forms a new scar” The pain hasn’t lessened and “I’ll stand on my feet but not today"👼🏻😭 I love you Katie & Kevin💙 Our loss doesn’t define us it will just make us stronger. @taylorswift @taylornation #grief #gonebutneverforgotten #siblingsareforever #eyesopen #letmecry #taylorswift #lauramarano #swiftie #lauratic https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt00ncHHoVX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1e3uqpoeo1lps
