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Sorry I just have to do this. Wondering if he ever felt something for me. I know it's a very short time but heeeeellll! We had sex, we had lots of sweet moments, unexpected bumping yo each other, those midnight dates. Ganun na lang ba kadaling bitawan yon? I mean di ako galit. I just wanna know how you do it. It has nothing to do with "just becos you're a boy that's why it is that easy". I don't believe that. I'm a fucking feminist. I already did that before kaso it took me a month or two to let it all go. Pero ikaw???? Parang hours and days lang wala na agad sayo. I mean di mo ba talaga ako nagustuhan? Ganyan ka na ba talaga? I mean di mo ba ko namimiss? Or nakahanap ka na kasi ng ibang babaeng diversion. Oo na. Alam ko. Sobrang gwapo mo kasi kaya babae ang lumalapit sayo. Realtalk to. But yeah, I just want to know how was that so easy. Kasi hindi ko naman hihilingin na balikan mo ko. Mas gusto kong ituro mo sakin kung paano. May iniinom ba para dyan sa madaling pagbitaw at paglimot? May ritwal ba? Putangina sabihin mo. Para maging mas okay na ko. Hindi lang para sayo pero para na din sa akin at sa iba pang lalaking gagaguhin ako. Para naman hindi na ko nagtatanong ng ganito. Okay. I was hurt. Mga 50%. I wasn't sure if I really do loved you pero siguro nga 50%. Pero ngayon, okay na ko. Pero at the back of my head, nagaantay ako na ikaw ang maunang magtext o tumawag. Mali yon. Alam kong mali yon. Pag tinext ba kita magbabago isip mo? O pag tinext kita, sinira ko na naman yung sarili ko? Hindi naman kasi kita dapat hinahabol. And pinaninindigan ko yun ngayon. Ang gulo. Pero all I feel right now is plain and neutral. It feels odd. But it feels good at the same time. Tamang manhid lang. Last na to. Nasabi ko na lahat. Blast off. *lights a cigg*