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Ini semua tentang matahari yang menyinari lalu istirahat saat malam hari

ia bersinar dengan ikhlas tanpa meninggalkan bekas ia pergi dengan damai desertai tenangnya pantai

lalu kembali lagi saat pagi telah tiba membangunkan kita lewa suara

suara ayam yang merdu dan sendu hingga kita lupa dan semua terasa semu

kita itu dipertemukan bukan hanya untuk saling mengenal, bahkan lebih dari itu

aku tahu kita itu dipertemukan untuk saling melengkapi dan juga saling memahami

setiap masalah yang kita lalui dan yang akan kita lalui itu untuk membuat kita semakin kuat dan agar kita juga erat

apapun yang terjadi nanti, aku hanya ingin kita terus bersama dan seterusnya

Saturday October 25th, 2014 

That's the day of my step-grandpa's funeral that I'll be at. 

A little over 3 weeks ago we found out he had a major fall, when they took him to the hospital he was x-rays and founded with broken ribs, bruises and possibly a bad head bump. As more doctors came in and wanted an MRI, after they found what came out to be a massive tumor and a cyst attached. They were able to get the cyst out, the tumor? No. It had been embedded into his brain, up and around, down and about. There was no possible way of getting it out. 

Then we found out, he has been suffering from Stage 4 Brain Cancer. There's no going back once you have stage 4, very few of people make it through, and I knew he wasn't going too. His body was weak, he was starting to have kidney failure and liver failure. He was always sleeping, after his head procedure he wasn't waking up like he was supposed to. From then, I knew he wouldn't have made it. 

The days inched closer...and are inching closer to when I'm able to see him one last time. Even though he was not my real grandpa, he was still someone I spent my childhood with and was able to see all the time. 

You'll always be in my heart, and you're definitely in a better place <3