#lanadb

Do you know the feeling you feel totally lost? I fell on my head, drama everywhere and then it got me, these aren't my friends. I feel alone all the time. Most of them don't know who I am and the other don't care and only care about themselves. I wish I could write my own music and travel so the whole in my body would be filled.

I wish I could escape..

I wanna be happy!

I feel like an object =(

I'm an actress, so all you see is a lie ;)

I hate myself for feeling sad all the time! I smile and smile and hope it will go away but it never does. I wanna be happy so badley! But all the sadness comes to me and I cry myself asleep at night...

So I WAS excited about tomorrow, But now it's like 90% that it isn't happening. Not that I like the person in a sort of way but becaues my body is sick and I like to meet new people who I can laugh with and don't judge... Staying alone in my room AGAIN

It's hard to look in the mirror every day because I realize that I'm ugly and not perfect at all. I just wished that I was perfect and I could find myself beautiful...