#lamera

@tolbachik

Ooobhf tough one I like so many.. It kinda phases out periodically which one I'm most latched onto. Or just working with the most actively

HI that was me pussying about bc I like so many things and am indecisive (how it usually is). Let's make this about Lamera bc right now I'm obsessed with her in this very moment and I decided to use this ask to it!

Here's artworks featuring Lamera! (different one on each word!) I think I should definitely make him a new bio very soon bc he's been around since the beginning of this blog. Which is alot!

Lamera is an angel (he/she) and a creation/son of Ngah, with whom he has a really. Difficult relationship.

Personality wise he has always been the most stereotypical classical angel depiction - kind, patient, gentle, softspoken and self sacrificing to a fault. He cares way too much and his character is a manifestation of many kinds of emotional and psychological burnout, which happens when you give your everything to everyone. Ngah has always disliked him and been ashamed of him for being so outwardly emotional and sensitive (one of his main design motifs is tears, bc he cries easily). He was her first child and Ngah was immediately kinda disappointed and decided to make a do-over. Lamera reminds his mother of everything she prefers to stay buried and gone which manifested in Lamera when he was made. Ngahs been emotionally abusive as well as neglectful towards not only Lamera but both her children, with Lameras sibling ZZ being the "Favourite" one, which has been almost as damaging for them if not in separate ways on the spectrum.

Lamera eventually started snapping which manifested in one of his halos (a collar around his neck) breaking off. He has a scar in it's place, but that was when he became disillusioned with his Mother completely. After Ngah was demoted from power Lamera started quickly falling apart and has now been self isolating and dissociating on a small planet from which he hasn't moved from in a while. He is utterly spent and exhausted and his mother's downfall was the last nail in the coffin for his whole world dissolving in acid before his eyes - of course he's pleased Ngah is no longer in power but heaven is in pretty fucking rough shape! The power vacuum doesn't help. Nor does the staff shortage. Mysterious how angels keep leaving or dying or disappearing mysteriously under such dire circumstances. Can't be the faults in the oppressive system and workplace abuse, surely!

A little wip of Lamera under the cut, I'm currently working on a little art piece of her :)

(There's blood)

LAMERA

XERXES

Round 2

LAMERA

LASSI

No, actually

Three OCS! Your favourite fact about three OCS of yours, and your favourite fact out of those three!

1. Pesticinger, my fav thing about her is that despite being as sentient and aware as a full human person she's still just a funny little birb. Well, huge birb, but nonetheless, I just find it fun to imagine her like, perching, or hopping around all funny like birds do when moving by foot, or shaking herself up and becoming all puffy in the process. Bird stuff. She's quite a playful personality overall and approaches most things with a certain cheer. I mean, being a horrific entity can be fun if you decide it is. She loves folk songs and various singing games and wordplay, all that jazz. If you sing the beginning part of a song she knows, she will continue immediately where you left off, she's just like that. On top of being a terrifying cryptic force, of course

2. Lamera's design has to be one of my favorite things about him, like obviously I could go on about his complex character but I seriously popped off with the design, I find it so pleasing and interesting with it's beauty and weirdness. And that he's fat, I should really have more fat angels ngl, I try to at least