Nov 1, 2023
Played Live in Fear last night as part of like a makeshift Halloween playlist while I was out on the lawn handing out candy to the trick or treaters. First time I'd listened to it of my own accord since Bray's passing, and man. It just felt strange and sad thinking about him, how it's already been two months since he passed. Thought about how it'll be three years since Brodie passed, too. Wish time would just stop so I could actually process what's all happened.
Unfortunately it never stops, it just goes on and you have to look around you feeling like the weirdo who is still processing while no one else seems to be, even though they probably are.
I hope it at least was a little bit of a vibe, if a bittersweet one.
