May 2, 2025
graduation is in 10 days
(less, really, if we aren’t rounding up the hours)
like. I will be attending my COLLEGE GRADUATION in approximately TEN DAYS.
TEN. DAYS.
That’s insane. absolutely bonkers. What the fuck. What the fuckkkkkkkkk dsndjfnejandkdjsjskfksjskdfkdkksd
like. how do I wrap my head around this??????
…actually, anyone have a poem for this???? bc I need SOMETHING to process this through(/with)
I just… I don’t even know what to say. It’s been feeling really odd but something about ten days is really hitting me
(Doesn’t help that I picked up my cap & gown today, and that yesterday was the last day of classes. it’s definitely feeling realer and realer.)
#idk#just kinda#losing it a bit#like wtfdym#this thing I’ve been aiming for since middle school (if not earlier!!) is wrapping up??#just. absolutely insane#kinda feels out of body tbh#like unreal to the extent of#idek#like. lowkey feeling like I am not fully in my body#…my anxiety may be raising its crinkly head here idk#anyways#lai speaks#Lai talks#Lainey speaks#Lainey talks#Lainey rants#lai#Lai rants#I don’t remember what tag I used to use for this but I’m pretty sure it was one of those lol#personal#college graduation#about me#growing up#class of 2025
