#kwento.

‘Yung panaginip ko kagabi, we were chatting sa twitter. Parang normal lang. And then one time hinihintay mo daw ako makauwi. Tapos pagkauwi ko, we hugged and kissed magkatabi tayo sa kama. Kaso while I was kissing you, I noticed that you stopped kissing back and I realized na wala ka na. Humahalik nalang pala ako sa hangin. Then fast forward biglang I was on the street, holding hands while walking with a child. Beautiful little girl siya with bangs, but I don’t know who is she. But I know na she’s dead na din. I asked her where does she go everytime she disappears. Kasi in my dreams parang alam ko ngang she’s dead na but she appears once in a while, tapos bigla syang nawawala. That’s why I asked her san sya pumupunta, because I wanted to know kung nasan ka na din. The little girl just smiled and said “secret”. Tapos ‘yung last part ng usapan namin sabi niya sakin “’Wag kang magalala, malapit ka na rin sumunod sa kanya (she was referring to you, Jed).” I wasn’t scared when she said that. In fact, I felt happy and relieved knowing that I can be with you soon. I happily cried in my dream and asked the little girl “Talaga? Pano mo nalaman? Sinabi ba Niya (I was referring to God) sa’yo?” The little girl answered na “Oo. Kasama ko nga si baby ngayon e.” She was referring to God when she said ‘baby’ (idk why) and she pointed to her left side as if God was just walking with the two of us all along during our conversation. Ang pinagtataka ko lang is bakit ‘baby’ ang tawag niya kay God. So at first I was confused kung si Lord ba talaga or ikaw yung tinutukoy ni little girl na kasama niya. But then I started crying harder and I hugged the air the little girl pointed, imagining that I was hugging God and I was just saying “Lord, payakap po.” I was kneeling and crying while hugging the air. Then my dreams cut na to another venue and I woke up already.

I’ll be fine. Eventually :)