#kvmjongin

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{- kvmjongin } Aaron stumbled into his apartment, he had gotten drunk wanting to wipe memories out of his head. He wasn't ready to give up the past especially when it keeps coming back to bite him in the ass. This is why he tried to avoid going to the doctor, there was always something that comes up to ruin everything for him. But this was his life, endless hospital visits and endless medicine that he has to take just to keep the symptoms at bay. Remission wasn't supposed to be like this, he was supposed to be able to do what he wanted and be able to live. His doctor's visit was the same as always, nothing has popped up but he was always on watch because of how long he was sick. They always needed to make sure every few weeks that he was actually in remission. When the doctors found a little mass they immediately put him on drugs to make sure it doesn't spread and get worse. After the doctors visit, Aaron went to his favorite bar to drown out his sorrow. He was sick and tired of being sick and tired. He continued to drink, shots upon shots of alcohol until the bartender told him to go home. He reluctantly struggled on home, grumpily the entire time about how much he hated his life. Thats how he ended up, drunk out of his mind stumbling into his apartment. Throwing himself on his couch he looked up at the ceiling. Nothing was going right and it just seemed to get worse and worse. Suddenly he remembered Jongin and wondered what his stupid buddy was doing. He pulled out his phone and dialed the other, waiting for the deep voice to speak. "H-Hello" Jongin had answered obviously just waking up from sleep. "Joooonggiiinn!!!" A giggle escaped Aaron's lips when he heard Jongin groan and curse. "Jongin, I hope you still love me when I die ok, okay. I am gonna sleep sleep now." He said and before Jongin could reply he hung up and threw his phone on the ground. He knew it wasn't broken because not even a second later Jongin called back. Too tired and drunk to get up and grab the phone, he slowly fell aslepp.

HISTORY : GUIDELINES : TENANTS

Tagged by: agentlu Tagging: mkxmoon seulqy kvmjongin sooyxung dystoniam— and anyone else who’d like to do it! 1. Asked someone to marry you? Innocent. 2. Kissed one of your friends? Guilty. 3. Danced on a table in a bar? Innocent.  4. Ever told a lie? Guilty.   5. Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have? Guilty. 6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex? Innocent. 7. Kissed a picture? Innocent. 8. Slept in until 5 PM? Guilty 9. Fallen asleep at work/school? Innocent.  10. Held a snake? Innocent. 11. Been suspended from school? Innocent. 12. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant? Innocent. 13. Stolen something? Guilty. 14. Been fired from a job? Innocent.   15. Done something you regret? Guilty. 16. Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose? Guilty. 17. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Innocent. 18. Kissed in the rain? Innocent. 19. Sat on a roof top? Innocent.   20. Kissed someone you shouldn’t? Guilty 21. Sang in the shower? Guilty. 22. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Innocent. 23. Shaved your head? Innocent. 24. Slept naked? Guilty. 25. Had a boxing membership? Innocent. 26. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? Innocent 27. Been in a band? Innocent. 28. Shot a gun? Innocent.  29. Donated blood? Guilty. 30. Eaten alligator meat? Innocent. 31. Eaten cheesecake? Guilty. 32. Still love someone you shouldn’t? Guilty. 33. Have/had a tattoo? Innocent. 34. Liked someone, but will never tell who? Innocent. 35. Been too honest? Guilty. 36. Ruined a surprise? Innocent. 37. Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can’t walk afterwards? Innocent. 38. Erased someone in your friends list? Guilty. 39. Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if you’re a guy) or man’s clothes (if you’re a girl)? Innocent 40. Joined a pageant? Innocent. 41. Been told that you’re handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?  Innocent. 42. Still have communication w/ your ex? Innocent. 43. Cheated on someone? Innocent. 44. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning? Innocent.  45. A total stranger treated you by paying your fare? Guilty. 46. Get totally angry that you cried so hard? Guilty. 47. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good? Guilty. 48. Thought about suicide? Innocent. 49. Thought about murder? Innocent. 50. How about Mass Murder? Innocent. 51. Rode in a stranger’s vehicle? Innocent. 52. Stalked someone? Innocent. 53. Had a girlfriend/boyfriend? Innocent.  54. Gotten totally drunk during a holiday? Innocent.

{- kvmjongin } The doctors had told them there was nothing they could do. They were stuck, stuck in an endless tidal wave of pain. Ever since the car accident they had stayed in the hospital, barely eating or sleeping. Erin was in pain, oh god it hurt, knowing you might lose someone so close. But when she saw how much this was destroying Baekhyun she pushed all her feelings away. She made sure that he was cared for and had a shoulder to cry on. So when the news came, those heartbreaking words, she immediately pushed her feelings away and went to make sure that Baekhyun was okay. She held him tightly in her thin arms, trying not to break as she heard his racking sobs. Her body shook but she pushed away the pain like she always did, she could break down somewhere else. Soon Baekhyun got so exhausted from crying that he ended up falling asleep which is when Erin took her oppurtunity to break down. She went to Jongin's room and sat down next to his bed. She gently took his hand and watched as he laid there, his breathing lasped. He was now on life supprt, no longer able to move or breathe on his own. Erin's grip on his hand tightened as she finally broke down, everything from the past month finally came over her. She climbed onto the hospital bed, buried her face against his chest and sobbed. The pain was the worst feeling she had ever had. Once she would stop crying, she would start all over again. Finally after a full hour she managed to calm herself enough to speak. The doctors had told them that maybe a part of Jongin could still here them but that might have just been a way of keeping them hoping. "Jongin, I don't know if you can hear me but.. I love you. You are one of my best friends and I just love you so much. Thank you for everything you have done for me. I hope they have a special place for you in heaven because you deserve it." Just then the doctors came in and ushered her out, she sniffled and wiped her eyes taking a deep breath so she could close off her emotions and go could comfort everyone else. Later That Night Erin had been dragged home bby her girlfriend Nari so she could take a shower and get some rest. She had laid down in bed, feeling emptier than she had ever before. She looked off at the ceiling, wondering if by some miracle Jongin would wake up and the nightmare would be over. These were stupid, selfish thoughts but they were her only hope. Eventually she drifted off to sleep but was woken up by a phone ringing. She opened her eyes to pitch blackness and she knew something was wrong. She could hear brief mumbling from who she knew was Nari before jumpin out of bed when she heard her girlfriend start to cry. She rushed out into the living room and found her on the ground sobbing. Erin rushed over and wrapped her arms around her tightly. "What's wrong babe?" She had asked even though she knew. She knew the answer. They had finally taken him off life support. She held onto Nari for dear life and the two broke down together. A Year Later It had been a hard long year without Jongin. Everyone was still trying to cope with the loss of their beloved friend but it was slowly getting easier. Erin was now able to go out with Nari and their friends and not have to fake a smile. She was able to do her daily routines without breaking down. She was now checking herself in the mirror, making sure she didn't look out of place. She wanted to look good when she visited Jongin, not for herself but for him. So he could know that she wasn't suffering anymore. It was a few days before the anniversary of his death. Erin didn't want to go with everyone so she decided that she would go ahead of time so she could talk to her best friend without everyone hearing her. She took her keys and walked out of her apartment to get in her car. She noticed that it was such a beautiful day, a smile forming on her face because she knew it was Jongin showing her he was okay. She arrived at the cemetery, flowers in hand as she walked over to his grave. She knelt down next to his tombstone and laid the flowers down. She then began to talk about how everyone was and how life was treating her and how she hoped he was okay in heaven. She talked about how much she missed him but knew he was in a better place and wasn't suffering anymore because deep down she knew. Eventually, it began to get dark so she stood up, said goodbye and went back to living her life.

As much as he plays around and jokes, he cares a lot so he let’s her sleep, thinking it’d be best for her to have some rest before she gets off the train to walk the rest of the way home and be more alert. So Jiwon sleeps in that like-the-dead way she does when she’s too tired to function and Jongin see’s how child-like she can really be.