#kurda rambles

I had like 4 awful separate dreams in a row last night tf

I’ve only recently realized I finally beat my depression and that is. such a good feeling. even if I’m not over the top happy every day I at least don’t feel that sadness I couldn’t get rid of like I used to. And looking back on the issues that literally made me wanna k myself, it’s so minuscule and really not important. like stuff with money I thought I’d never be able to pay back. I’m definitely not where I wanna be in life rn but the fact that I’m not so sad all the time and I don’t cry on the daily like I used to feels so fukin good

Every time I feel Really Bad while at work and end up bursting into tears they always assume it’s like I’m getting the flu or just have a cold or smth like why do older people not realize depression is a thing lmao

Ok I’m going to try to get myself to draw more. I wanna be more known again as an artist considering I lost that title ever since like 2016 lmao