#kurarin!reader

Looking at the clock in your room, still awake as you sit in bed staring blankly but you try to snap out of it. It's all tiring isn't it? Even so.. what would you do? It's all the same. Over and over again. You can't even get a reason to get up, but you'll have to do it. For them surely as you step up from ur bed you already feel so tired. But you gotta keep up ur facade you can't reveal ur unamused face.

As you stepped out of your house you saw your friends waiting. "Hey [name]! We were just about to go with out you maybe get up a little early later yea?" One of ur friends said exclaiming you were almost late. You forced up a smile up your face as you walked with them. Still you couldn't get gnaw the emptiness in ur chest.

As you were all at the cafe you continued listening to your friends there conversations and all, your used to this by now. Them not paying any attention while you listen ur eyes sweeping through them.

As your other friend got annoyed at you and ur (forced) smile they turned to the others and said "hey how about we go to the arcade!" They chirped as the others turned to them and nodded as they took there hand in hand and walked off leaving you in the cafe. A silent breath of relief you gave but a hint of sorrow in it.

"see you tomorrow.." you'd mumbled. As you walked back home you felt dizzy, ur head is hurting you think you may see stars as you suddenly collapse to the street. Passerbys rushing to you.

As you thought ur death was FINALLY painless.

Your eyes fluttering open you stared at the night sky blankly before realizing. "Where.. am I?" You'd think to your self sitting up instantly ur eyes darting through what it seems like an endless vast of a forest.