#ktk rambles

My best friend since elementary school, is practically my sister. We share our parents with each other. Her mom is my mom, since mine passed away. My dad is her dad, since her dad passed away. Her child is my nephew, and I love him to bits. Anyways… we have been friends 27 years. She beats up my bullies, I keep her short ass level headed. I reach the tall cabinets, she reminds me I’m overthinking a little bit too much. Without her I’d be lost, without me she has to deal with her husband. What I’m getting at is… I know I’m very damn lucky to have a friend like her and not many people experience it.

All my friends or people I know are having kids, and I’m just sitting here, having not yet completed college or put myself out there. Honestly, some of me is jealous, but I feel like I have no right to be. Does that make sense?

Update on Dad: They will do a heart cath to see if they find anything today, and they said he might be able to come home tonight or tomorrow. 💓 Shout out to everyone who has been supporting me.

Dad Update: My scariest moment today was watching my dad pass out at discharge to leave the hospital. I thought, I'm going to lose him, as nurses rushed around and cared for him. I lost my mum seven years ago, and I have this big fear of losing him. They are not letting him go and will keep him figuring out his meds.

Update on my dad: they aren't doing his surgery until tomorrow. Thank you to everyone who sent me positive vibes! 💓

I haven't been doing much reading on here. I'm sorry, you guys. I needed a mental break, especially to prepare me to get me ready to see my family. I'm doing way better mentally, but my family is a lot to handle, especially when you get all of us together.