I told myself I wouldn't let you Back into my life Because I knew you would Hurt me again And I was doing well With self-motivating Without having you In my life anymore; Now you’re back in my life And I can’t seem to do Anything without The thought of you in My head.

I miss you. I miss your smile, I miss your laugh. I miss your voice and your eyes. I miss teaching you new things. I miss the way you'd complain all the time about something, and end up loving it in the end. I miss how excited and angry you got over little things. I think I miss your hugs the most. The worst is when I hear a song on the radio that we used to sing to at the top of our lungs. Or when I see something I know you'd love and I want to buy it for you but know there is no point. I hope you know how often I think about you and know that you are always on my mind. I hope you are ok. I know I came into your life for a reason, and although I wish I could have stayed forever, I know in my heart that I was there at the right time and my purpose with you was fulfilled. I hope that you, too, think about me from time to time, and know that this was not my choice. I know you will never read this, and it hurts that I will never be able to tell you these thing s. Time is supposed to heal all wounds, I'm almost positive this one will never heal.