#kry rambles

y’all ever just get hit like a speeding train with the realization you’ve been heavily projecting onto your characters/share some heavy traits and problems with them without even realizing and you have to physically take a step back and refocus before you spiral down into a rabbit hole of really depressing/scary/heavy thoughts

hey I’m feeling emotional so i jsut wanted to let y’all know that you’re all wonderful people who mean the world to me and you’ve made such a positive impact on myself and my life and i’m really glad i met you

i had a dream abt moomin again i don't remember much but Snufkin was there and for some reason moominmama was teaching a class, Snufkin got overwhelmed and just entrusted his backpack fulla stuff with me (who was some weird owl creature) and moomintroll n just, climbed out the window into the woods. a few moments later it started snowing n someone brought something up about the woodies being stuck on trees outside n everyone rushed outside to help, i followed snufkin out the window like a boss and suddenly the whole group was running into the woods n there was a split in the path, moominmama told us all to go to the left but me being the rebel i am i went to the right and ended up on this huge icy cliff with a frozen over rope bridge leading to the other side nwhere the rest of the group was n moominmama was up behind me n was like, "well now i guess we have to cross the bridge" even tho this thing was not safe, at all, really slippery with no handrails at all so moominmama managed to cross really easily while  slid on my ass halfway down and then fell off, fell in slow motion and then suddenly i was able to swoop up at the last second while flapping my arms around like a madman

oopsie I stayed up all night trying to draw hot lizard like mammals and now i’m drifting off.

thats enough editing the blog for today