#krazyrambles

I'm still gonna stay on tumblr if they dont delete me, but I'm also gonna be active on twitter/ move over to there if I get deleted.

I FINALLY GOT MY FURSONA COMISSIONED, WOO!

All credit goes to @smash-chu for being such a patient person while I was commissioning them and just really cool and amazing at their work! Thank you so much for helping bring Nyli to life!

Nyte Lite (or Nyli for short) is a Moth/firefly hybrid that is agender and uses He/him or they/them pronouns (They don’t really care which you use, you can even use she/her, they’re just used to He/him and they/them the most) 

And it feels like you may break down or cry or fall to pieces.

But the moment begins to pass. Slowly. And nothing happens. You just continue existing.

A little more aware of what you feel like.

A little more aware of that tightness in your chest.

But it fades. And life continues onward.

🐰: Do you believe in soul mates?

No. I think love is a numbers game; eventually you will meet someone who you will vibe with enough and like eachother enough that you want to do something more, or you are willing to try something to see if you do vibe with eachother. There’s probably a good 100,000 of these people in the world who you could connect with really well, probably more depending on your personality.

The fact that its a numbers game doesn’t make your connections with other people less valuable though; I just think its kind of discrediting to a person and the human race as a whole to say “You only have one soul mate who is your perfect match somewhere in the world out of 7billion people. Good luck”. When in actuality, humans are such a mindboggliingly social species that we will anthropomorphize *objects and tools* that we use. We are very flexible and saying that you have to find your needle of love in the haystack of people seems pessimistic almost. 

Be kind, talk to your fellow humans, and learn more about them. You’ll never know who you connect with. (plus if you keep searching for “the perfect soul mate” you may lose out on opportunities right in front of you).

Idk. I feel like I could have phrased that stuff better but I’m kinda tired and don’t really care to fix it when its probably just minor turns of phrase that sound weird. 

TL;DR: No, there’s more people you can *really* connect with than just one single person and saying there’s only one both undersells you and humanity’s diversity as a whole.

☕: Coffee or tea?

Tea. Herbal tea usually. Its soothing and tastes better to me. I have nothing against coffee, just prefer tea a lot more.

💘: 3 ways to win your heart?

Be kind/Be understanding; Be passionate about something; Be intelligent/down to earth

Most people I’ve liked a lot fall into those categories.

🔪: Scariest/Creepiest experience?

You know, I’ve had one or two paranormal experiences that were either just a little creepy or kinda pleasant, but my scariest experience wasn’t anything paranormal; it was just a panic attack.

It was a long one though, caused by my medication changing. Lasted for 2 hours and it was by far one of the scariest moments of my life. Like yeah I had adrenaline fueled moments before and after that; but in some way I knew I’d probably be okay. With the panic attack, I just felt like I was dying. Like I could literally keel over any second. And it lasted for two hours. I could feel my legs getting cold and tingly and numb, same for my hands, and everything felt like “Oh God I’m gonna die, I don’t want to die, someone please help me, oh God oh God Oh God oh God, please help me I dON’T WANT TO DIE!”

It was pretty terrifying.

🌸: What is your favourite flower?

Daffodils are nice. So are Vanilla flowers. Though I like anything thats not the typical flower shape and has some sort of cup or vase shape. Bell shaped flowers are cool too but I’m pretty sure the only ones of those I know of are legitimately poisonous :y.