I am getting so so so fucking restless. Everyone has somewhere they need to go today but somebody always has to be here, in case of emergency or, obviously in case i need something. Not only do i desperately want to go out myself, but I'm also beginning to feel like more than a bit of a burden...I'm so ready for March. I miss my independence. I miss cooking and sitting at my vanity doing my makeup. I miss my privacy and laying in my own bed with all my dogs. I can't even hold my dogs because they hurt me. My entire body is achy from lying in bed, every inch of it. Sometimes I feel petty about the whole situation, because i got so lucky, and I will walk again soon. But God, is this frustrating. Seriously, wear your seat belts kids. 😣😤😑













