#koig

I'm pretty sure my job is enhancing my already high level of caring for people. Like literally someone I care about could phone me and be like 'I'm sad' and if I wasn't working the next day I'd jump in my car and go to them even for an hour. I remember doing it for my mum when she was having anxiety issues, for Mother's Day I drove 5 hours through the night just so I could be there for her and leave the next day. I spent £100 on petrol and fucked my hip driving so much but by god was it worth it. My point is - if you are even remotely close to me and you need someone I'm here and never too busy. I always think about you guys and wonder if you are doing okay, even if I haven't spoken to you in ages or even if you fucked me over. I never stop caring.

koig I hate that you aren't closer. I need a long hug, a long chat then four bottles of Malibu or crushed ice.