#kneph

I've been having a 7 month-long manic episode and it shows no signs of stopping. If you had told me that sometime in the future a dynamic such as this would become possible for me, I would have called you insane and chased you away with a metal pipe. And yet, here we are. I guess weird, undead Italian twinks are my weakness.

HEAT FARM ME, TWINK BOY. HEAT FARM ME. I love you, you fuckless little queer.

Anyway, I've realised that there are no fat characters or big butch characters or any dog-adjacent characters in Bigtop Burger. I am willing to be all of them at once. For charity.

Kneph illustration from Pantheon Egyptien (1823-1825) by Leon Jean Joseph Dubois (1780-1846). Original from The New York Public Library.

ADOPTED BY CALICO!

Image showing the Freemasonry seal of The Ancient and Primitive Rite of Memphis-Misraïm—depicting an Egyptian winged kneph—first designed in 1881 (various artists, late 20th century to early 21st century).

If BIGTOP BURGER- can get the Munkus clown,

then Zomburger can get god.

AAAAAUGGGHFFHFHGGGH I DID IT I FUCKING DID IT.

I haven't seen the light of day in like a wEEK, I've been outside ONCE to feed my pigeons and that's IT.

"weeeh weeh this drawing is taking too long"- SHUT UUUP!! SHUT

U P. I'm a paleoartist!!! This is outside of my area of expertise!! He might be ancient but he's not PREHISTORIC.

(ancient not by archaeological or historical terms)

I'M FREE. I'M FRee and I'm putting the shackles right back on because I like to torture myself and the horrible ideas are endless :) the voices. the voices. the voices.

I AM- I AM EXperiencing a mania I haven't experienced in a long time.

I actually wanted to put him into my shirt afterwards but I REFUSE, I CAN'T- I can't, this took me 5 fucking dAYS. Most of which were spent staring at the canvas in utmost terror and avoiding working on this at all cost.

I keep being very autistic about Bigtop Burger so I made some more concept art for Kneph's Zomburger outfit/form. The forbidden plantigrade form. Cesare, I need to rip out that passenger seat from the van, I can't fit.

I want to make more fanart of Cesare though so uhhh wait a little, I'll be back.

Anyway, some more details: those are actual shotgun shells but emptied, cleaned, and condiments are placed inside

the knives are also real knives I stick into my arms, thighs and chest (if someone asks for a knife or a fork, I might just pull it out of my shoulder and slam it into the table)

it's not makeup or anything, I just look like that on the daily

long arms are a must so I can chase people on all fours like an angry dog, ESPECIALLY the FTX mascot