Documenting My Subject's Hypno Slavery Journey (Part 13)
This entry is going to be a bit different from the usual. As stated in the last entry, I asked KittySub to write what her goals were with her submission and hypnosis.
There are two parts to this. In the first, KittySub was fully awake and gave serious time and thought to what she wanted. In the second, KittySun was taken deep into trance and made completely mindless before being given the same instructions.
The difference between the two is fascinating. Even aside from the contents, the difference in formatting and style of writing is noticeable. To preserve these differences, I've done no editing on either entry.
Personally, I did this because the first list left me with some questions as to whether these were her goals because they were things she wanted, or whether they were things she thought I wanted.
As always, any and all feedback is greatly appreciated.
To be considered healthy at the doctors office..and to not be embarrassed by the scale.
To be able to do my workout videos with less struggle and not have to do the easier versions of exercises. Example: proper push ups
To have a balanced diet. To be able to eat a moderate amount of junk food and not feel guilty or eat too much. Also to find new healthy recipes to try.
To fit into average sized clothes..like medium and large.
To be completely obedient to you and not hesistate when given instructions. To trust that you have my best interest at heart.
To be able to talk freely and not feel embarrassed to ask things or feel like you will leave. To make you feel comfortable with me as well .
To remember all my protocols well and not forget things.
To be able to swallow cum without hesistation. And to be able give a really good blowjob and to make a man cum directly down my throat without gagging.
To be completely owned and collared by you.. if you want me.
To be lent out to others you approve of.
To keep up with our reddit blog.
To forget anything you have put inside me is there. Including my dildo.
To never hesistate to give a blowjob if asked by my husband or you. Sometimes I frown at him a bit
To always want my holes filled for you. To be desperate and needy to play for you whenever. To be happy with just edging.. and not necessarily need an orgasm.
To keep the house relatively clean.
To do more art work/ projects for selfcare.
my goals for training and conditioning
be completely obedient..with no hesitation
feel completely owned..and have no control or any way you talk myself out of doing something
to be the best at giving blowjobs and to willingly take any cum down my throat. to never gag. and to deep throat well
to never know when there's a toy in me
to go deep quickly and seamlessly for my Master
to keep Masters as my own..and not have to look for another Master again
to never disappoint Master. I don't like it when he is mad..it makes me upset.. and depressed.
to be a healthy slave. to be able to sit in any position needed by me for however loving it is asked of me. to be able to complete all basically exercises with no help.
to be collared
to be treated well as a slave and feel like I am a good girl
to be able to take large c9cks in any hole without hesitation. a good slave should be wet and ready whenever her Master needs her to be.
to be able to edge and cum whoever asked on command. I want to be a needy horny slave for my Master at all times.
to always eat healthy and not even crave sweets. and only have the occasional naughty dessert.
to cum from intense workouts.
to have more voice trances with my Master.. I miss his voice vibrating in my head.
to keep up with Masters dark humor.
to fit into any outfit I want to wear.. even super slutty ones or bikinis.
to feel more confident and smart at work..and to be able to tell rude people to go fuck themselves..in a professional way.
