#kittyconundrum

but if death is a lesbian doesn’t killing them give her a good reason to meet lesbians? what if lesbian death got a lesbian ghost gf

I couldn’t choose just one, they were all really nice so here’s everyone!

Since my almost constant happiness [that I take pride in -v-] is not really seeable just from here on Tumblr, I show it pretty much purely in person and sometimes in IMing, I can see that you know me in real life, and probably was in contact with me fairly recently, so I do have an idea of who you are. I’m sorry that you find this part of me annoying, if it’s too much you should probably talk with me about it, I don’t want to be a bother and could try toning myself down around you but truthfully that’s how I am and how I like to be. But right now you’re asking why and not all that other stuff so I'll answer that.

~ANSWER TIME~

So why am I so happy all the time? I’m a little unsure of this myself. I’m happy because happiness is the most productive/good emotion. I’m happy because I’m always awed and amazed at the wonders and sights and feelings and knowledge around me. I’m happy because of how lucky I am, with all the good things and opportunities and people that have happened to me. I’m happy because I get/give as many hugs as I can, though not as many as I’d want but more than a lot of people get. I’m happy because many people aren’t. I’m happy because when I’m happy people praise me and make me feel good about it and because it makes other people feel good too. I’m happy all the time because when people reference all the time they just mean every time that they see me and speak to me. But quite a few people, and now everyone who reads this, know that when taken literally I’m not happy all the time, someone who is would probably be considered insane/crazy/out of their mind. I get sad, I cry, I feel lonely, I go out of my mind with stress, I consider myself less than some other people, I rage, I worry, I become self conscious that I’m a big bother and if people really wanted me they’d contact me first and I’m just pushing myself on them too, too, much or even the opposite, when others always contact me first I worry that I’m making them feel unwanted when I truly enjoy them and want them to stay and be happy with me. Just like everyone else does. Happiness though, comes the most naturally most all of the time, especially when there’re people that make me happy and want to be happy and that I want to be happy. I find that happiness and all other feelings and every thought and view of the world depends on your mindset, your perception. So actually I guess I could’ve just answered this with that, my perception an mindset is what makes me happy. Without this mindset, without these people, I’d isolate myself more readily, and just go though the routine of every day like a robot, not caring, or enjoying life nearly as much. But I do have this mindset and these people, and I love every part of it, and am grateful, and happy.

wooooooooooah you're asking who i ship with you wat ok uh\uuuuuuuuuh wat I DON'T KNOW YOU WELL ENOUGH TO SHIP YOU WITH PEOPLE

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