#kinspace

I expected it to be something closer to how I fall into petspace or domspace, a gradual slide and then a conscious fall the rest of the way down. But I with kinspace I just kinda was yunno? Between one breath and another my thoughts weren't entirely my own. Hell, I'd fallen into kinspace without noticing earlier today

It's not bad, just unnerving. Parts of it remind me unnervingly of addiction, but that also might just be my shift (is that the right term?). Besides, I'm brand new to personally experience kinspace, I've got time to a get a handle on it

i got tagged by @lesbiangaara for the relatable character meme *o* it was rly hard to pick???

...The thing is this bitch pines. He is a legendary for pining And I mean, fair. I've done my fair share of pining, but? I didnt? Think? It would? Hit this hard? I can feel a phantom ache of need and longing bone deep. Like the last time I felt like this I was still dating Praurime

It shouldn't really be a problem if I'm being honest. Unlike R, I got over myself and am now happily in a relationship with two of the most important people in my life

Honestly, this really comes down to the fact that while his our? muse can top him. I love Apollo and Iphis more than I could summarize, but they're hard bottoms. Even going past that, if I were to give in to the urge to wax poet about them, but they would both clam up and it just wouldn't be the same.

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