#kingston downs

The CP14 Aftermovie is here!

there were so many wonderful people there and amazing artists, both musically and artistically. i met so many amazing people that i will never forget. people can say all they want about drugs and how bad they are, but they have really helped me get to where i am now. i believe that as long as you're always in control, that drugs will give you the most enlightening experiences of your life. i went into this trip just going to have fun, but i never thought i would be able to connect with so many people and escape the firm clutch society had on me. i didn't shower, brush my hair/teeth, or put makeup on for 3 days. i felt so comfortable in my own skin for once.  i went with complete strangers and came back with best friends. i made a best friend for life named Louis. we call him Lou though. we both hung out a lot and he helped me feel like a kid again. i danced with him and it felt like i was frolicking in flowers. i helped him come back to earth when he was tripping balls really hard. i had the best cry of my life with him and i will forever love him. i found my soulmate as well. his name is Cristian and he helped me love myself again. for some reason when i was tripping really hard, i felt like i needed to be with him. it didnt feel right that we werent together. somehow i ended up finding him again. we went to go see shpongle and i told him how i felt towards him and that i felt like i couldnt be without him for some reason. my energy was just extremely attached to him. while we were both tripping he told me he just loved me as a best friend. that really made me upset but i didnt think much of it since i was tripping so i didnt wanna take it too personally. the next day when i woke up, he was sleeping right next to me in my tent and i woke up facing him. he looked so wonderful. when he woke up we talked about how we felt and he admitted that he had the same feelings towards me, but was unsure about it since he was tripping. he also felt nervous because of age difference and that he was really good friends with my brother, who we were also with. he lives in pennsylvania but will be moving down here within the next month. i hope i can make it. i just think hes such a great person and ive never felt so connected to anyone so strongly before in my life. i dont even care about any past relationships anymore. i feel like he took my depression away. that there's no need to worry because he'll always be there. i never really knew such a mutual feeling of love could happen. i also never really believed love at first sight. i guess you can say, when you're not looking for something, that the universe is looking for it for you. im so glad i got to share this experience with so many beautiful people. i love you all!!! dominick, arielle, cris, lou, orlin, mark, clarkey, jordan, brianna, vinny, and many more <3 my love is forever with you guys <3

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