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I just binged Chaconne after putting off reading it but can I just say, you have an absolutely BRILLIANT mind! Itâs so hard to find well written fics on the characters I fangirl over and the Angst in Chapters 9 and 10 are AngstingâŚ.i vote for reader going back to old fame!rio and making Agatha rethink her freaking decisions đ¤ˇđ˝ââď¸ Thank you for your fics and for all the hard work you put into them, you are doing the lords work đŤĄđ
Aww hi! Thank you so much, wow!! This is so beyond kind and thoughtful of you. Thank you for reading Chaconne đ Iâm a big fan of angst (I know itâs not everyoneâs cup of tea) mostly for plot purposes but also because I sometimes enjoy it more than happy endings haha. Human emotion and all that jazz.
Anyways, thank you soooo much for reading and for sending this in, I truly appreciate it and I hope youâre well! đđ
Summary: Agatha confronts Rio on what Rio really wants while Lilia sits with you and has tea.
Word Count: 3.2k
a/n: totally forgot that I was gonna post this earlier this week but i've been so focused on work (>.<) thankfully I remembered lol but here's chapter 4! let me know what I need to work on because I hated writing this chapter and I've been overthinking it...
ch.1, ch.2, ch.3
Back at the alley parking lot...
For a moment, the parking lot felt too open. Too exposed. The sun was directly overhead as the rest of the team filtered out of the alley. Completely unaware of what just happened between the team Anchors moments ago.
The sun was still too bright, still shining down on Agatha as if everything was normal, as if you were still hers.
Agatha stood rigid as she watched Liliaâs car until it turned a corner and disappeared from viewâŚand you with it. She tried explaining to you why she chose this college, why she chose to chase you, and why she wantsâ no, needs you back. She stared at the empty road like she could will the car back into the parking lot.
Agathaâs hands were curled at her sides, not fists, but close, because of course you were still stubborn as all hell. It showed when you snapped at her before you left. It showed when you refused to let her speak. It even showed yesterday when you fought her about letting her pay for your tarot cards. It was one out of the many traits she still loves about you, but that didnât mean your stubbornness was helping either of you in this situation.
Rio stood beside her, sunglasses still on, posture loose. Relaxed in a way that looked effortless and isnât. Rio didnât move, she didnât need to. She was calm. Collected. Watching.
The older woman looked down the road long after the car disappeared and for a long moment, there was only the hum of distant traffic before she finally spoke, âShe cried,â Rio said.
Agatha flinched, having forgotten that her girlfriend was with her. But she stiffened after realizing what Rio said, her jaw clenching at the image of you crying. Sheâs never seen you cry since the break up, since she broke your heart. It still plagued her mind whenever she sees your name pop up in her phone notifications. But with Rio pointing it out now? It made her defensive. Rio didnât accuse her when she spoke, it wasnât even sympathetic towards you. It was an observation.
Agatha doesnât look at her, âYou donât know that.â
âI do,â Rio said. The answer was simple. Certain. As if Rio already knew you and your soul after seeing you at one practice.
Agatha turned sharply, âYou werenât even in the car.â
Rio tilted her head slightly, studying Agatha like sheâs the one being evaluated now, âI didnât need to see her face. She was unraveling before she got in it. She held her breath.â
That made Agatha falter for a second because that was trueâ you do hold your breath before youâre about to break.
But Rio wasnât done yet. âShe clenched her jaw when you raised your voice. She blinked too slowly. Her hands were shaking when she put her bag in the trunk.â
Agathaâs chest raised and fell harder with her heart picking up in recognition, âYou were watching her.â
âIâm always watching.â.
Agatha exhaled through her nose. Hard. âYouâre enjoying this.â
That made Rio smile faintly, âIâm enjoying clarity.â
Agatha laughed once. Bitter. âYou mean opportunity.â
Unaffected by her girlfriendâs attitude, Rio removed her sunglasses, folded them slowly, and slipped them into her blazer pocket, âEverything is an opportunity,â she said.
There. That tone. That fucking tone. The one that Agatha both despises and gravitates towards.
The one that hooked Agatha from the start.
But Agatha felt a slow rumble of possessiveness start deep in her chest, âYou donât get to circle her like that.â
Rio tilted her head, âLike what?â
âLike sheâs your prey.â
The word hung between them but Rio didn't flinchâ still composed, posture still relaxed. That irritated Agatha even more.
âAgatha,â Rio said softly, âif I were circling her, you wouldnât be standing here talking to me.â
And Agathaâs stomach dropped. Not because that was a threat, but because it was true. Because if Rio truly wanted you in the way Agatha was thinking, Agatha would be tossed aside immediately with no hesitation on Rioâs part.
âYou touched her,â Agatha said after a beat passed between them.
âSheâs my athlete.â
But the younger woman knew better so she pushed, âAnd as a coach, you donât put your hands on your athletesâ hips like that.â
âYouâre territorial,â Rio said as her gaze sharpened slightly.
Agatha doesnât deny it. Sheâs talked to you off and on since the end of high school and so she still feels tethered to you. But Agatha choosing to not comment on what her girlfriend said is confirmation enough for the older woman. However, Agatha tries to steer back to her question.
âThatâs not an answer, Rio.â
Rio stepped closer to Agatha. Not aggressive, justâŚdeliberate. She closed the distance until their shoes nearly touched, âAnd what exactly am I threatening?â Rio asked quietly. âYour ex-girlfriend? Or your place in my bed?â
Agathaâs throat tightens, her composure faltering, âYou donât get to twist this.â
âIâm not twisting,â Rio said evenly. âIâm clarifying.â
The younger woman flexed her hands. Agatha hates when Rio does thisâ when she makes things sound logical instead of emotional, especially when Rio doesnât outwardly react. When her girlfriend doesnât rise to it. When she justâŚwaits.
Agatha pushed even further, âYou donât get to take her from me.â
The older woman studied Agathaâs face.
âTake,â Rio repeats. âYou walked away.â
She was right. Of course she was. Because Agatha did walk away from you. You were only bowling for fun at first, but you had talentâŚand that talent made you better than Agatha. Something Agatha hated back then and still hates today.
But Agatha broke eye contact first.
That was rare.
âYou donât know why.â
âI know you,â Rio said.
That landed deeper because of history. Years of it. Power exchanged and reclaimed and redefined. Nights where control was negotiated and mornings where silence meant everything.
Agatha swallows, âI still love her.â It came out raw. You were Agathaâs first love too. You two had plans. You two were unstoppable and she knew it could be that way again.
âAnd she still loves me,â Agatha said defensively.
Rio didn't react immediately, she just kept studying Agatha.
âI know.â
Agatha blinked. Surely Rio didnâtâ
âYou think I donât see the way you look at her?â Rio continued.
That one stung. âAnd yet youâre still here,â Agatha spat back.
Rio smiled slightly, âOf course I am.â The way she said it wasnât romanticâŚit was strategic.
Agatha wasnât stupid. She knew her girlfriend enough that she could tell when the older woman wanted something. The younger woman lowered her voice, âYou want her.â
Rio considers that, âI want her potential,â she says finally.
Potential.
Agathaâs eyes flashed, a million different ways Rio could use your âpotentialâ running through her mind, âThatâs not the same thing.â
âNo,â Rio agrees. âIt isnât.â
Agatha steps into her space fully now, chest nearly brushing against Rioâs, âYou donât get both,â she softly growled.
Rio raised a brow, âDonât I?â
Agathaâs breath hitches. Rio was doing it again.
The shift.
A hierarchy shiftâŚand Agatha catches the subtle, almost imperceptible way Rio stands straighter without moving. It starts to make Agathaâs anger look like tension rather than authority. But she never had authority over Rio. No matter how Agatha tries to level the playing field, it never goes that way. Her way.
âYou donât control this,â Agatha insisted as her hands curled into fists. âYou think sheâll trust you?â
Rio closed the remaining distanceâ not invading, not aggressively â just enough to where Rio reached out her hand. Not to soothe, but to tilt Agathaâs chin with two fingers.
Firm. Familiar.
âYou forget that control is rarely loud,â Rio said, her voice low and measured. âI donât think sheâll trust me.â Rio kept Agathaâs gaze, not wavering, âIâll ensure she trusts me.â
Agathaâs jaw clenched as Rioâs thumb pressed just slightly, tilting Agathaâs head up another fraction.
âShe still wants you,â Rio said softly. âThatâs obvious. Youâre the woundâŚbut Iâm the solution.â
Agathaâs mind went into overdrive as her jaw clenched. Too many narratives. Too many facts. Too many observations. Too many ways things can go. But Rio continued, âYou think youâre the only one who wants her?â Rio asked. âYou think I didnât notice the way she leaned into Calderu this afternoon?â
Agathaâs breathing deepened, âYou donât get to decide that youâre the solution.â
âI already did.â
And that was worse. Because the parking felt a lot smaller now. Because Agatha hated that her pulse jumped. Whether the spike was in excitement or fear, she didnât know, but she knew Rio was already ten steps ahead of her. She searched Rioâs face for hesitation or doubt but found nothing.
âWhatâs your plan?â Agatha asked, quieter now, submission disguised as strategy.
Rio released her chin slowly, âYou will give her space,â Rio continues. âYou will not confront her in parking lots. You will not corner her. You will not lose your temper.â
âThatâs not how you get someone back,â Agatha frowned.
âThatâs how you stop pushing her toward someone else.â
Rio continued, âShe needs stability. Calderu gives her softness. You give her chaosââ Agatha flinched as if sheâd been hit. "You give her fire,â Rio corrects gently. âBut sheâs terrified.â
A long silence stretched between them, Agatha mulling Rioâs words over in her head.
âAnd you?â Agatha asked.
âI will be patient,â the older woman said. âI will be steady. I will let her come to me.â
âAnd what happens when she realizes youâre pulling strings? Where does that leave me?â
âShe wonât,â Rioâs lips curved. Not mocking. Not cruel. Measured. âYou stay beside me,â Rio said. âAnd you learn restraint.â
Agathaâs eyes narrowed as she laughed once, under her breath, âYou think I canât handle restraint.â
âI think,â Rio stepped closer again, âyouâll do whatever it takes if I ask you to.â
And thatâs the truth of their relationship. Rio always led, always asked Agatha to do things the younger woman never thought sheâd ever do but she always followed. Loyal. Attached to her girlfriend. And Agatha thrived on it because in her mind, it showed her that she could do whatever was given to her. That she was capable.
âAnd what am I?â Agatha asked.
Rioâs eyes soften â but only slightly, âYouâre mine.â
âYou donât get to have both,â Agatha muttered, although there was less fight in her voice now.
Rio stepped forward one last time, close enough that their foreheads almost brushed. âAgatha,â she said, voice smooth as silk over steel, âI always get what I want.â
Agatha knew to stay silent.
âAnd right now,â Rio continued softly, âI want her calm. I want her to be steady. I want her to choose us.â
Us.
The word made Agatha exhale slowly as she calmed her heart and mind. She didnât have to choose. There was an âus.â Could they really pull this off though?Â
âAnd if she doesnât choose us?â
Rioâs eyes darken just a fraction, âThen we adjust.â
Agatha knew this look on Rio; the tone, the body languageâŚthe inevitability. Rio doesnât chase. She positions, waits, and wins.
After a long beat, Agatha finally nods once. Itâs small, but itâs a surrender.
Rioâs hand slid briefly along Agathaâs jawâ not affectionately, not even possessive for showâ just a reminder. âGood,â she murmured.
Then Rio steps away first.
Because she always stepped away first.
And AgathaâŚwell⌠Agatha always follows.
â â â â â â â â â â
Madame Calderuâs Psychic Readings:
The shop was quieter than the parking lot. Not silent, but muted. When the door shut behind you with a soft chime, the outside world felt farther away, like it had been turned down instead of off.
Lilia locked the door behind you out of habit. The lock clicking into place shouldâve put your mind through day dreams of being alone with the older woman but your mind was too foggy from your impulsive breakdown, your body too tired to react. You followed her through the shop, through a beaded curtain, and to the back where there was a small living area complete with a table, chairs, and a kitchenette.
Lilia set her keys on a small dish near the counter and shrugged out of her jacket, her movements efficient and unhurried as if she hadnât just witnessed you unraveling in her car. She simply existed in the space as if this was another normal evening for her.
You hovered just inside the threshold, not knowing where to stand, not knowing what the rules were here.
Sensing your hesitation, Lilia glanced over at you, âShoes are fine. You donât need to be polite in here.â She said it as fact, something that helped you calm your nerves. But growing up, you always took your shoes off before entering someone elseâs space. It was respectful. And so you slipped off your shoes, setting them neatly just beside the doorway.
Lilia moved toward the kitchenette where a kettle waited and she began filling it without asking what you wanted. âChamomile is mild,â she said as she set the kettle on a burner. âYou donât look like you need stimulation.â
A weak breath left your nose that could have been a laugh if you had more energy.
You stood there a moment longer until Lilia gestured lightly to a chair at the small wooden table near the center of the room, âSit.â
And you did.
The kettle began to hum softly, the sound filling the space between you and the older woman. There were no immediate questions. No demand for an explanation. Just the steady build of warmth and the faint scent of dried herbs lingering somewhere in the room.
You felt the quiet stretch long enough for it to affect you, feeling the silence pressing against your ribs.
âI hate that she still affects me,â you finally said, the words slipping out before you had the chance to overthink them.
Lilia didnât turn around right away. She kept her attention to what she was doing, measuring dried chamomile into two mugs with deliberate precision. âThat tends to happen,â she replied calmly, âwith people who mattered.â
There was no analysis in her tone. No prying.
âShe left,â you said numbly as you stared at your hands. âAnd then she acts like she didnât.â
The kettle clicked off. Lilia poured the hot water slowly, the steam rising in soft curls from two mismatched mugs.
âSome people donât understand finality,â she said. âThey believe access remains open simply because they once had it.â And that landed somewhere uncomfortable and accurate in you because Agatha doesnât understand finality. But you havenât been enforcing it by keeping in contact with her throughout the years.
âShe said she loves meâŚâ
âLove is not a contract,â Lilia said before she brought the steaming mugs to the table, setting one in front of you before taking a seat across from you. âIt doesnât obligate you to endure someone.â
You instinctively wrapped your hands around the mug, grateful for the heat. But that didnât stop the trembling of your fingers against the ceramic.
The older woman noticed but she didnât reach for you, didnât shift closer, but chose to lean back slightly in her chair. âBreathe in through your nose,â she instructed quietly. âDeep inhale. Slow exhale.â
You didnât think sheâd be coaching you about grounding and breathing techniques but once a coach, always a coach, you thought.
And yet you obeyed, the air moving in and out of your body slowly. After a few cycles, your chest loosened just enough to stop feeling like it was collapsing inward.
âIâm sorry you had to see that,â you muttered, embarrassed and mentally cursing yourself.
âIâve seen worse,â she replied. After a small pauseâ âAnd better,â she added.
You finally looked up at her. She wasnât staring but you recognized what she was doing; she was observing you the way she did at practiceâ attentive but not invasive, assessing balance rather than emotion.
âDo you want advice or do you want quiet?â she asked.
The question caught you off guard. You werenât used to sitting with your emotions. It was something you didnât like doing, so you rarely did it. But you also didnât know if you wanted advice because the majority of the advice you were given always included restraint on your part, something you struggle with.
â...I donât know.â
âThen weâll sit,â Lilia said simply.
And so you did, staring into your mug.
The silence that followed didnât feel suffocating, much to your relief. It was steady. Grounding. The kind of silence that demanded performance. Just⌠presence.
âI donât know who I am without her in my life,â you admitted after a minute, the words smaller now.
Lilia considered your words carefully before responding. âThatâs not about her,â she said at last. âThatâs about you.â
Your jaw clenched as your mind sharpened. You knew it was about you, you built your identity around your attachment to the young woman. You met Agatha in your freshman year of high school, you did everything together⌠you two had plans made for life after graduation and then Agatha started pulling away. It made you start questioning the security of your plans, of your whole life. It was like the floor fell from beneath your feet.
âI feel stupid,â you cursed yourself.
âNo,â Lilia said firmly, making you look up. âYou feel bounded. Those are not the same.â
You hated that you comprehended the difference right away. You knew that logically, but you struggled to feel it emotionally.
After a moment, Lilia reached toward a nearby shelf and retrieved a tarot deck. The cards were worn around the edges. You could already feel them. They felt reliable, like something trusted. The older woman shuffled the deck once, then twice, the sound of the cards soft and rhythmic.
Lilia spread the cards face down across the table, âHumor me.â
You hesitated. You havenât had a reading done for you since high schoolâŚbut you chose one anyway, letting your intuition guide you.
Lilia flipped it over.
Strength.
You exhaled faintly, âThatâs ironic.â
âIt isnât,â Lilia said. She tapped the card lightly, âStrength isnât dominance. Itâs restraint.â
âFrom what?â
âFrom returning to what hurt you.â
There was no subtext in her expression, no invitation, no claimâŚ
Just clarity.
Eventually, the tea cooled and the tightness behind your eyes eased into something manageable. This time, you moved first, standing up and stretching lightly, âThank youâŚâ
Lilia rose as well, shortly after you, maintaining a respectful distance. âDrink water, and text Sam so she knows youâre alive.âÂ
You huffed a light laugh before your phone buzzed.
Of course Sam would text you at the right moment.
âAnd tomorrow,â a faint, almost-smile touched Liliaâs mouth, âyou bowl.â
That felt grounding in a way you hadnât expected. You nodded once to yourself, almost as if remembering to focus on what mattered. You put your shoes back on and made your way to the front of the shop, but you hesitated at the door, turning around to face Lilia who had stopped behind the front counter.
âYouâre not gonna tell anyone I cried, right?â
Lilia slightly raised an eyebrow, âProfessional discretion. Even outside the lanes.â
You nodded, trying to play it off, âCoolâŚcool..â
And as you stepped back out into the afternoon sun, you didnât feel your usual amount of gay panic. You didnât even feel the urge to spiral. You feltâŚsteadied.
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Honestly, been thinking of writing for Melissa Schemmenti cause I just can't get her outta my head and I wanna see what she'd be like with a tall!reader đ