H,
Hi. I don’t know what came into my mind. I’m writing you a letter again. Guess you’ve really hit me so hard, eh? You made me fall for you so bad, I can’t stop thinking of you. I mean, why the heck? Why can’t I just simply forget about you? Why can’t I forget the way you held my hands. The way you whispered our future together when we were sitting at the bus and you were kissing my cheeks. Your promises. Why? You were never the good guy. But you made me love you for who you are. Was I never enough so you end up cheating on me over and over but you keep on telling me that you love me…that you were sorry. I wanted to believe you. I really wanted to believe you because…fck it. I love you. I love you for reasons like you made me feel like I deserve to be loved. Even if it was just for a short span of time. Idk. You made me happy despite the pain of knowing that you were cheating on me and people know how stupid I am for letting you to. I miss you, H. I miss you si bad I’d ruin my day everytime you sneak into my mind. I miss you so bad that even though I have reasons to be happy, I’d end up being so sad with a thought of you. I miss you so bad, it hurts me everytime I see you. But I guess, this feeling will come to an end. Maybe not now, but it will. Sooner or later. I just don’t know when. I just want to let you know, I really really loved you. I still do.
