I'm 20 and I feel lonely. I can say without a doubt, that being young is not the best time of your life. Especially when u don't fit in.

When u r just different.

I feel so disconnected, I only have my work and go to school once a week. At work is no one I can feel connected to, at school, I find myself often times ignoring jokes about getting drunk, go to parties..

When u don't drink

When u don't like parties with many people and loud music

When u aren't straight

When u haven't found a partner yet

This r all thing that r expected from u. And that everyone else does.

Apparently, unannounched recruitment tests before and right after an interview are in fashion now. How lovely.

My secound interview this year was... okey, I guess. I had so many interviews already. I feel like, all the things I say are just an act by now, because I said them so often in the same situation. Although this is really me, smiling and joking a little bit. Maybe it’s because I have rehearsed all this..

Anyway, the Four Evangelists are Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John... I never thought that the names are a bit different in other languages?! Ours are named Matthäus, Markus, Lukas and Johannes. In france it’s Matthieu, Marc, Luc and Jean. Well whatever.