Hi. It’s been awhile. Things have been hectic. Dealing with work burnout. I miss bangtan. I miss writing but everytime I try I go blank. There are good days where I can write one paragraph to Eidolons. I’ll take it. I feel like a failure most times when I open this app. I see other writers posting frequently and I wish I have the same amount of energy or motivation or even time. I’m sorry to those who are always waiting for updates.
But Jhope is on tour. Are you guys seeing him? I hope you guys are! I hope I get to, too. I’m in Japan. It’s mid March but it’s still snowing on and off. Weird weather.
Anyway, I just hop on here to just check in. I’m trying to write. A little. When I can. I keep telling myself I have a debt of a Taehyung and Jungkook one shot and I have like 3 drafts of different stories that I can’t finish *sigh*
I hope everyone is doing good and that with spring on the way, better days are ahead. Counting down days now for the guys to be out. I can’t wait but also, I’m kinda nervous, too. Idk why. That feeling of when you’re about to meet your long distance lover. Excited but nervous.
Idk when I’ll post again but I hope I’ll be back with an update for Eidolons at least. Take care, everyone!
