#keyshipping?

And it gets worse each time it happens

I hate being a burden, an inconvenience

But I want to do things that I know will make me happy

I want to share my emotions, but I don't want to bother others with them

I want to see the happiness I can bring to others, but I know not everyone wants it

To force it is never the answer

So I start feeling shame

It's what I taught myself

Probably somewhere in my repressed memories, I'd know who it was who first taught me to feel shame

But I blinded myself to the feelings of others

Because there's no chance someone besides me can begin feeling these things first

Feeling such strong emotions

To the point that they want to burst out of this fragile skin body

And suffocate everyone around