I'm Addicted To You And I Don't Even Know It
Genre: Smut, One Shot, AU, BottomJjong (yes that's a genre)
Summary: Jonghyunâs seventeen, sexually frustrated and has a crush on his older brother's best friend. Do you see the problem?Â
Pairing: JongKey (bottomJjong) /Rated M
Word Count: 3, 510
Side Note: Soooo.... Hi again lol I'm alive and feeling so so, things have been tough (I wrote on my main blog what's going on) but I finally managed to write something! Please be kind bc it's been /months/ since I've been able to do anything so I'm rusty as fuck but I really truly want to start writing again... I want to use it as an outlet to help me. I'm trying guys so I hope you like this.Â
âBut really, who the hell even finds Ryan Gosling attractive anymore?â Taemin asked, his skinny legs bent as he used his knees as a chin rest.
âIâm fairly certain ninety percent of the female population, Tae.â Minho mused.
Rolling his eyes at the two the blonde refused to say anything in hopes of not being brought into the conversation. Instead his attention was merely pulled away at the sound of his front door opening and revealing a couple of voices, one of which that Jonghyun recognized right away as his older brother.
âOh, Jonghyun must be home.â Jinki mused before poking his head in, platinum hair coming into view as he caught the youngerâs puppy-like gaze. âHey, how was school?â
Shrugging his shoulders Jonghyun hoped that would be enough to suffice the older blonde, only to receive a frown before the man was greeting the others instead of pestering him. Since Jinki had dropped out of school to work instead heâd been having a hard time communicating with him. After all the only way things were going to get better was if Jinki finished school, but the man had decided it wasnât for him. He was trying to get over it, because after Jinkiâs, Iâm an adult and Iâll do what I want, speech Jonghyun really had nothing else he could do. But that certainly he didnât mean he couldnât give the man the cold shoulder for a bit.
Going back to his reading Jonghyun did his best to ignore the frustration that settled in his gut over his brotherâs childishness. Heâd tried to understand why Jinki had dropped out he really had, but in the end the only thing he could come up with was heâd enjoyed partying a bit too much. He knew the manâs studies hadnât been the best and that Jinki had always struggled, but once he got into college it only seemed to get worse. He still hung onto his friends from school but the difference was they were still in school, not that any of them were really doing anything special with their lives. The utter thought had him snorting and rolling his eyes only to jump when he realized there was someone in front of him.
Looking up at the older brunette, Jonghyun frowned as he felt his cheeks fill with colour. âF-Fuck Kibum, donât just stand there! Say something!â The last person heâd been expecting to come over today was Kibum, the guy was four years his senior, looked like heâd just walked off of GQ magazine and had been causing him nothing but sexual frustration since Jinki introduced them. The guy looked like unadulterated sin dressed in leather and tight jeans while smelling like menthol cigarettes and expensive cologne, it was utter bullshit. Never before had Jonghyun wanted to say, you look so sexy with your hair pushed back, until he nearly popped one while watching Kibum push his hair back for the first time.
âPoor baby, did I scare you?â Kibum asked, reaching out to pet the younger only for his hand to be swatted away.
âI will bite you.â
Leaning into the stiff blonde the elder cooed. âI dare you, pretty boy.â
I hate you so fucking much you donât even know! Jonghyun seethed internally, sneering as the elder barked out a laugh as he straightened out. It really wasnât fair, what the hell did he do to deserve such treatment? Was it because he was being mean to his brother? But heâd met Kibum before all that so really there was no reason for this, he was a good guy after all! Really this was an injustice, it was bad enough he wasnât able to date because he was so busy with band and school, but now he was left to jerk off to this smug prick?
âAre you gonna come smoke with us today?â Kibum asked.
âKibum, stop trying to corrupt my brother!â Jinki cut in, frown marring his usually sunny face.
Rolling his eyes Jonghyun pointed to his textbook. âFirstly I have homework, and secondly heâs not corrupting anything!â
âYeah Jinx, with a brother like you the pupâs already corrupted enough.â Kibum teased.
âHey!â
Picking up Jonghyunâs text book the brunette closed it before turning to the youngerâs friends. âHey guys, would you two like to join us?â
Looking over at both Taemin and Minho he watched them look at each other before they were looking at him. He knew what the two of them were thinking and he did not approve. They both knew of Jonghyunâs dying want for Kibum even if he denied it every chance he got, and he also knew his two best friends were complete assholes and would make him suffer.
âYou guysâŚâ
âIf we can then sure!â Taemin piped up making Kibum grin. Slim fingers ran through Taeminâs hair as the brunette ruffled the dark strands, cooing over how cute he was. The sight nearly had Jonghyun gritting his teeth but then he remembered how ridiculous he was being. Some friends you two are, why the fuck did I let you two come over today?
A half hour later and Jonghyun was feeling merely buzzed off of practically being hot boxed in their small basement. Heâd refused to smoke and yet in the end he still felt that giddy high settling into the pit of his stomach making him relax against his brotherâs couch. Suddenly he didnât mind anyoneâs obnoxious laughter and all thoughts of homework were long forgotten. Really if it hadnât been for wanting to stick it to Kibum he would have taken a couple hits, even if it was futile in the end he still liked knowing he had enough power to refuse the sexy bastard.
Peaking open his eyes he looked over to find the four of them chatting away about god knows what, Jonghyun had stopped trying to keep up after Minho started on soccer. Looking from Taemin to Jinki, he finally settled on Kibum. The man sat completely relaxed, arm slung back around his brotherâs shoulders while he crossed his legs, laughing at whatever the hell Taemin had said. Taking the elder in like this he was truly able to admire just how gorgeous he really was, and god help him if it wasnât frustrating as all hell. From the sharp curve of beautiful brown eyes to the soft pink of pretty lips, Kibum was to die for. That wasnât even including his ass or legs, or everything else the man had to offer.
Simply thinking about it had his eyes moving across the curve of Kibumâs strong neck, along broad shoulders and down. Making his way to the brunetteâs lower half had him swallowing as he took in thick thighs that looked toned and solid beneath his tight jeans. The mere sight had his cock twitching in his uniform slacks making him straighten out, but it was then he caught the manâs smug gaze. It had his eyes widening as he realized heâd been caught, the sudden understanding causing his face to burn as he stood up and rushed out.
Stumbling his way into his bedroom Jonghyun didnât quite stop to think until he was face first with his pillow and groaning. Fuck, fuck, fuck, he totally caught me eye fucking him! He silently screamed to himself while squeezing his pillow for dear life. âOh my god, kill me now!â
âOh come on, itâs not that bad. Not like I havenât caught you before, you just noticed this time.â
Shooting his head up Jonghyun found Kibum standing in his doorway looking like an overly pleased cat, and it took every ounce of restraint he had not to scream out of sheer embarrassment. âGet the fuck out!â
âWhy donât you make me, big boy.â Kibum teased.
Squinting Jonghyun wasnât sure if that was a dig or not, but the last thing he wanted to do was roll over and find out. âKibum, Iâm serious!â
Rolling his eyes the elder moved forward. âSo am I.â
Pushing the blonde over Kibum moved to straddle the already tense teen only succeeding in making him stiffer, in more ways than one. Watching the brunette settle down onto his lap Jonghyun felt his voice catch in his throat, somewhere between a squeak and a groan he wasnât sure what the fuck to do.
âThis is what you want isnât it?â
Staring into dark eyes Jonghyun took in how huge Kibumâs pupils were reminding him that the elder was anything but sober. Attempting to swallow with his suddenly dry mouth proved difficult, but he still sat up, at least for a second before he was being pushed back down. The act had him grunting before his words of anger were being cut off with a kiss, one that had no fineness, but lots of tongue and instantly had his body heating.
Reaching up to push against the elderâs shoulders he had his hands pushed back down and pinned, the action going straight to his cock. Blunt teeth suddenly found purchase in his bottom lip causing him to whine as the elder groaned. âDonât even try to push me away, because I know how badly you want me, Jjong.â Rolling his hips Kibum had the blonde tossing his head back as their groins rubbed together. With skilled fingers he worked open the youngerâs shirt until he was brushing over stiff nipples and earning a sharp whine.
âShh, theyâll hear you, baby.â Kibum cooed, only to tweak the sensitive flesh while grinding his hips.
Choking on his voice Jonghyun tried to steady his breathing while catching his mind up to speed. Feeling the elder move down he had to bite his lip as a warm tongue found his other nipple, never realizing before just how sensitive he was there. The blunt graze of teeth had him shivering before a hand was undoing his pants making him spread his legs without thinking.
Chuckling at the needy action Kibum tugged at the teens dress pants. âMmm, good boy, show me how much you want this.â
âK-Kibum, f-fuck!â gasping at the feeling of long fingers slipping around his dick Jonghyun couldnât help but buck his hips. It had been months since he last had sex, over a year since he last had a steady boyfriend and Kibum was better than any person or fantasy he had ever had. At this rate he wasnât going to last long.
Covering the youngerâs mouth with his free hand Kibum smirked. âItâs okay, Jjong, cum if you need to cum.â
Feeling the elderâs thumb press against the tip of his cock while giving the shaft a firm squeeze Jonghyun lost it, hips jerking as he moaned into Kibumâs hand. He couldnât help the way his eyes rolled back as pleasured washed over him, the sound of Kibumâs voice whispering husky words of encouragement into his ear had him nearly whimpering.
âThatâs it, Jjong, let it out⌠but Iâm not finished with you yet.â
Not completely comprehending the elderâs words Jonghyun couldnât help but squeak when he was suddenly flipped over. Having his face pressed against his pillow as he hips were lifted Jonghyun felt his heart rate kicked into action as he quickly came around. âK-Kibum?!â
âShh, Iâll be gentle, baby.â The elder cooed as he tugged at the brunetteâs slacks to reveal a very perky ass. The sight earned Jonghyun a throaty groan before strong hands were gripping his cheeks and squeezing causing his already flushed face to burn brighter.
âDonât star-ugh!â
Snapping his eyes open at the feeling of the manâs warm tongue passing over his entrance had Jonghyunâs voice cracking as he gripped his sheets. âN-No, d-donâtâŚo-oh god!â Feeling the muscle wiggle and press into him was something heâd never felt before. After all most guys his age hadnât gone down that road yet so this was completely new. The sensation had him shoving his ass higher before the man was pulling back and something cool was hitting his entrance causing him to yelp.
âEvery young guy has his lube right next to his bed, lucky me.â Kibum mused, catching sight of watery brown eyes making him smile. Leaning in he pressed a gentle kiss to the blondeâs cheek in an attempt to ease any doubts he had. âRelax, youâre gonna love this.â
At that Jonghyun felt a slim digit circle his entrance making him tense while the elder cooed, telling him to relax some more. It took everything he had to go lax, because Kibum was about to fuck him and that was all too much to comprehend. He had yet to even focus on the fact that the man had seen everything, but now he was on his knees and having his ass spread open and he was left biting his pillow in hopes of keeping his voice down. It was near impossible though because it took Kibum no time at all before he was finding that spot that had him seeing stars. He could hear the low chuckle the brunette gave at his sudden gasp and it sent goosebumps across his back.
âD-Donât l-laugh⌠I donât usually bottom!â Jonghyun gasped, feeling sweat begin to blossom along his forehead.
Running his eyes over the youngerâs back Kibum smirked. âThatâs because youâre busy fucking kids when you should be letting me fuck you, Jjong. Youâre such a cute bottom, Iâm gonna ruin you.â
And ruin him he did, by the time Kibum got inside him Jonghyun was already a moaning mess and his pillow could only block so much. In the back of his mind he knew that the sound of his bed creaking was probably a lot louder than it sounded in his buzzing mind, but he didnât care. All he cared about was the firm cock moving inside of him, the feeling of Kibumâs lips brushing along his spine and fingers gripping his hips. The elderâs simple touch set his skin on fire and it felt like he was burning up from the inside out.
âFuck Jonghyun, you feel so good, why didnât we do this before?â
Because youâre too busy fucking everyone else. Jonghyun thought bitterly, biting into his bottom lip as a wave of pleasure washed over him making his cock pulse. It hadnât been long since he last came, or had it been? Somewhere between the foreplay and the fucking Jonghyun had lost sense of all time, all that was left was the tight pressure that sat in his cock, and Kibum. He could feel him, smell him, taste him on his tongue and it was driving the blonde mad with lust all over again. Heâd wanted the man since the very first day heâd laid eyes on him and he knew once wasnât going to be enough, and all he could do was pray that it wouldnât be enough for Kibum either.
Reaching around he tugged at Kibumâs shirt bringing the brunette forward only for him to pull back completely. The sudden loss had Jonghyun whining only to gasp when he was pushed onto his back and having his legs spread wide. He barely had time to complain before the man was back inside him making him cry out, no more pillow to block his voice as he arched off the bed.
Before he could get too loud warm lips were on top of his making his heart jump, the elderâs warm tongue was pushing into his mouth and he was gone. Heâd never kissed someone like he kissed Kibum, so sloppy and full of passion, nothing but raw need egging him on for more. He tugged at thick hair and bit into those sexy lips, he completely allowed himself to submit to the elder and it was the greatest things heâd ever done. âI-I like you, K-Kibum! I r-really like you!â Jonghyun gasped as he clung to the brunette for dear life, his watery gaze meeting the elderâs lust filled one.
âI know you do.â
Those were the last words he heard before he lost it and his mind went blank with pleasure. White flooded his vision as he came, his body tensing while a soft hand muffled his voice. He could feel his cum staining his stomach, but the rush of warmth that filled him as Kibum came had him gasping in shock. The sight of Kibum cumming nearly had his cock pulsing all over again as the manâs groan seemed to vibrate against his very body. He watched as the elderâs head rolled back exposing his thick neck and he had the sudden urge to bite it. Â
Silence filled the room as Kibum pulled out and fixed his jeans once again making himself look half presentable while Jonghyun lay unmoving on the bed. âYou⌠youâre clean right?â Without event thinking the words were slipping out of his mouth and Jonghyun couldnât even bring himself to regret them, because he could feel the manâs fluid slipping out of him and he had to ask. He knew Kibum got around a lot and the utter thought usually filled him with jealousy, but now he was suddenly worried.
But the sharp smack he received to his chest had him yelping in shock. âWhat the fuck?!â
âI should be saying that to you, you little shit! Of course Iâm clean, you think I would have fucked you if I wasnât?!â Kibum hissed.
Sitting up Jonghyun felt anger fill him. âWell you didnât use a condom and youâre not the purest of guys, Kibum! I got worried!â
Rolling his eyes Kibum reached over to grip the youngerâs chin making him try and pull away. âYou didnât seem to mind when I was balls deep into your tight ass, your priorities are a bit scattered wouldnât you say?â
Any curse he had to throw at the brunette was quickly wiped away when Kibum kissed him. It wasnât like the other few theyâd shared this far, this time it had a hint of sweetness to it and Jonghyun could only relent. The moment he circled his arms around strong shoulders he felt Kibum smile into the kiss before pulling back. âThatâs what I thought.â Watching the elder stand Jonghyun could only blink as his arms went limp and he was soon falling back onto his bed with a groan. What the fuck did I do?
âCome over to my place around eight tonight, no one will be home so just walk in.â Kibum said, making his way to the door.
Turning towards the man the blonde could only blink for a moment. âF-For what?â
âReally, Jjong?â Kibum laughed. âUse your imagination, dumbass.â
With that Kibum left and Jonghyun was left staring at his bedroom door as reality settled over him. It took all of five minutes before he was screaming into his pillow like a girl as a rush of disbelief settled over him. He could feel the excitement shaking his body and he had to fight with himself to actually stand. The moment he did Kibumâs cum dripped down his thigh making him wrinkle his nose but he managed to make way to his mirror. Only when he got there he nearly screamed at the sight.
Standing there he saw what Kibum saw, the mused up hair, kiss bruised lips, hickeys now marring his neck and sweat covering his body. His legs were shaky, his eyes looked glossy and body appeared flushed from the impromptu sex heâd just experienced. Even impromptu it was some of the best sex heâd ever had and he had an invitation to have more if he wanted.
âBut what if thatâs all he wants, what if this is the best it gets, Jonghyun?â
Closing is eyes Jonghyun thought about how just minutes before he was under Kibum, feeling the man, kissing him and tasting him and how amazing it was. He wanted more of that, he wanted to actually touch the man and taste his body and not just his lips. Jonghyun wanted to sit on top of Kibum and ride his dick and watch the brunetteâs face as he came. Fuck the utter thought had him biting his lip and taking in a shaky sigh as he opened his eyes, knowing that what theyâd just had wasnât nearly enough.
 Reaching up Jonghyun touched the purplish hickey that sat on his neck and sighed. âYouâre in deep trouble Kim Jonghyun, that man, heâs bad news.â
But I want him.









