#keptthinking

I read an article about leaving the church I agreed with what was being said and I kept thinking Did I leave ? I can't really say I did stop going I just have church wherever My students say I preach I just kept thinking I keep having flashbacks to when I was younger Playing church , told by elders don't speak his name in vain Don't play I couldn't say whether or not I left the church and then I realized that was the day Whether or not I knew it I knew then, the understanding of faith was flawed Or at least the interpretation was But that was truly when I realized my faith could not have restriction I guess I've never really given it a chance since that day I just kept thinking