#kepane

What was your: 
Last Drink: Fanta exotic (lol) Last Phone Call: Mom, probably. I really don’t like talking on the phone. Last Text Message: Sini and kepane Last song you listened to: Something from the game Suikoden Tierkreis ost! Last time you cried: Today. Got a bit frustrated with exam week. Have you ever: 
Dated someone twice: Not sure. Not, I guess. I wish I could forget. Been cheated on: Twice that I know of. Wouldn't be surprised if it was more. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yea. Lost someone special: Almost. Been depressed: Still am. Been drunk and thrown up: Unfortunately. I wish to forget that, too. (Mulkoilen sua kisukki ku muistutat aina asiasta.) In The Past Year have you: 
Made a new friend: YES!! 
Fallen out of love: I don’t think so. 
Laughed until you cried: Oh yes. 
Met someone who changed you: Yup! 
Found out who your true friends are: Yeah. Found out someone was talking about you: Oh yes. Kissed anyone on your FB list: Yes.

General:
 How may people on your FB friends do you know IRL: I have no idea to be honest.  Do you have any pets: Not yet. Do you want to change your name: Yes and no. What did you do for your last birthday party: Got my vertical labret pierced (it was 4 months ago holy shit) and sat home alone drinking Monster with a pink straw. Quality time you might say. What time did you wake up today: Around seven am. 
What were you doing at midnight last night: Getting pissed at myself if I remember right. 
Name something you CANNOT wait for: My best friend to come visit me. Last saw her a year ago. I miss her so fucking much it hurts. 
Last time you saw your mother: Twenty minutes ago approximately.  What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish I could sometimes just think about my own best too. 
What are you listening to rn: My computer exploding pretty much (almost 5 years old laptop oh lord, you can only imagine.) 
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nah. 
What’s getting on your nerves rn: Feelings. 
Blood type: I have no clue. Nickname(s): Finnish people call me Kata, foreigners Kat 
Relationship Status: Engaged I guess. 
Zodiac sign: Aquarius. Pronouns: I prefer they/them (thank Lord for finnish gender neutral pronouns) but any other is fine too. It’s not like anyone cares so. 
Favourite TV show: Friends forever. 
College: Nope. Hair colour: Blonde. Used to be ginger-ish ‘till it faded. My natural hair color is this really ugly light ash brown of some sort. 
Long or short: Medium. (If we’re still talking about the hair??) Height: 158cm Do you have a crush on someone: Yea. What do you like about yourself: My fingers are beautiful and I always put everyone else’s needs ahead of me. (Negative thing also.) Tattoos: Not yet. Righty or lefty: Righty. First surgery: Never had one. First piercing: Ears (Vertical labret if ears don’t count.) First best friend: I was max. 5 years old?? We were best friends (had two, they were sisters) ‘till I went to secondary school. We still live on the same street and the younger one cycles past me almost every morning. I miss them. First sport you joined: Figure skating. Still my hobby after 13 painful years. 
First vacation: Tunisia when I was four. First pair of trainers(sneakers): No idea. Rn: Eating: Chocolate. *sigh* Drinking: Still the same Fanta. I’m about to: Die from exhaustion.  Listening to: Nothing. 
Waiting for: The exam week to be over. F u c k. Want kids: No. 
Get married: Most likely not. Handfasting is one option I’ve considered though. Career: Religion teacher!! I’d also say writer but I guess I already am?? since I published a book with a bunch of friends. Whoa. Which is better :
 Lips or eyes: Help. I’d say eyes but I can never remember anyone’s eye color.  
Hugs or kisses: The tightest hugs the world can offer.  Shorter or taller: I really don’t mind. (It will be hard to kiss me though if you’re +170cm *sigh*)  
Older or younger: Possibly older but I don’t really mind about this either.  
Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic? I mostly have no energy to do anything so I’d rather just lay in bed whispering beautiful nonsense than be running across the city in the middle of the night. Nose, stomach or nice arms: I really like cute noses tho. 
Sensitive or loud: Sensitive. Hook up or relationship: Don’t really know. I always need someone who to love but I’m good at fucking up relationships so. Neither. Troublemaker or hesitant: Compromise..?  Have you ever:
 Kissed a stranger: Nah. Drank hard liquor: Not sure, I think not. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope. 
Sex on first date: No. Broke someone’s heart: Probably. Not proud of it. 
Been arrested: Nope. 
Turn someone down: Yes. 
Cried when someone died: Yes.  Fallen for a friend: Multiple times.  Do you believe: 
in yourself: Hardly. Miracles: This is a hard one for me. I kinda believe in faith b u t. I think I’ll say yes. Love at first sight: No, not love. Heaven: No. Santa Claus: No. Kiss at first date: Yes. 
Angels: No.