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Glassy-Eyed

Summary: Five times Hongbin is weirdly attracted to Jaehwan and one time where he just can’t hold back anymore. So, technically six.

Pairing: Kenbin(Ken/Hongbin)

Word Count: 4.8K

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I.

It all began with a simple thing most boys in his dorm did. Usually Hongbin didn’t really think much of it, because, well, he didn’t swing that way. At least, he thought he didn’t.

It was after practice and each member was drenched in sweat and was absolutely glistening. Unfortunately, their manager had taken one of the bathrooms and now there was a line of sweaty idols congregating for the shower time, and unfortunately, Wonsik had been the one who was quicker than everyone else. Their leader outwardly groaned and complained whilst the contradictory Taekwoon kept his mouth shut and simply ambled away to his room, lying on his futon for the time being. The maknae was respectful, at least, and plopped down on the couch and played on his phone for a bit. Hongbin minded a lot that Wonsik took the last shower, but didn’t say anything. The other member who was very vocal about his complaints happened to be the cute main vocal.

“Aish, why does Wonshikkie get the first shower!? It’s unfair!”

“I agree!” Hakyeon shoots his fist up in the air and joins his younger in protest, going full mom mode and scolding his other member currently lathering up. Jaehwan gives Hakyeon a high five and they both look at each other in mutual agreement before going on their way again. The room had gotten steadily warmer with the increase of bodies, and sooner or later, everyone started to sweat again. Hongbin’s fringe was sticking to his forehead by then, and his breathing had become quite labored.

Apparently the other members standing by the bathroom felt the same thing, because Sanghyuk was starting to complain along with 75% of the hyung line. Hakyeon pounded on the door and outwardly yelled into the bathroom. Wonsik was taking an awfully long time. Mysteriously, Taekwoon had vanished, and Hongbin had surmised that the manager had finished his shower and Taekwoon took his opportunity to get away from the better part of his team yelling at screaming at Wonsik to hurry up already. Jaehwan groaned and let out a little whine. “It’s so hot in hereeeee!”

And that’s when Jaehwan shed his shirt that practically stuck to his body with the overwhelming perspiration, showing his paled chest in comparison to the more tanned areas on his arms and face. He certainly wasn’t as built as Wonsik or Hongbin, but he had a lean figure and skin blemish free. There wasn’t even a single mole on that boy’s chest. Jaehwan’s skin looked as though he’d already taken a shower and was starting to dry, but it was the sweat that built up from hours of dance practice and the growing heat in the room that got him drenching. Hongbin’s breath hitched in his throat for whatever reason as he looked at his now half-naked hyung.

The other members paid no mind, but Hongbin’s widened eyes were glued to the main vocal’s chest. His collarbones protruded out underneath his neck and were ever more prominent than anything. Hongbin’s eyes raked down his hyung’s form until he stopped at the small line of hair connected to his navel leading into the v that halted at his jeans. Hongbin’s mind wondered what lie ahead, and that’s when he heard the shower shut off and when he blinked a few times out of thought. What had just happened?

“Finally!” Jaehwan says a few moments later as Wonsik emerges from the steamy room, a towel draping over his bottom half. With Wonsik, Hongbin didn’t feel the same sort of amusement when he looked at the boy’s chest. He was built, definitely, and very attractive, but Hongbin had no idea. He fancied Jaehwan’s form even more. He shook his head to snap himself out of it as his face grew warm. Wonsik moved out of the way confusedly as Jaehwan shuts the door behind him in the bathroom and locks it.

Hakyeon is absolutely furious as he pounds on the door. “I was supposed to be next, Jaehwannie!”

“But who was the one who was half-naked?”

Hongbin was woozy.

II.

A few months after the shower incident, and Hongbin hadn’t focused on his infatuation with Jaehwan’s chest. In fact, he hadn’t really focused on anyone else in particular at all. He was preparing for a comeback with his group members and was completely intending to blow the Starlights away with this one. With only a few days before the official album release of Chained Up, things were getting a little hectic. The realVIXX YouTube channel’s latest teaser was blowing up with comments and likes, and the members were doing a fresh photo shoot for their individual booklets at the end of the photo book.

The shoots were going in age order, and Hakyeon was currently poised in front of the camera, posing ever so effortlessly; it was as if he was born to do it. They were all dressed up in various wardrobe styles for their booklets, but most of them were dressed in the trademark suits for the comeback. The most they were allowed to show was their collarbones and part of their chest. They didn’t want to give Starlights a heart attack just yet.

Hongbin was leaning up against the wall conversing with the maknae, as he was right next to him. They were discussing trivial things, really, and it didn’t have much substance. Taekwoon is silent at the front of the line and Wonsik is browsing on his phone. He looks up for a split second and decides that fixing Jaehwan’s suit jacket is the activity he wants to do. He adjusts it so more of his chest is covered and the fabric neglects to hide the obtruding collarbones.

Hongbin’s biggest mistake was to watch the scene. His eyes flicker over the bones for a split second and he knows he’s a goner. He has no idea why they’re so attractive, but they are, and he can’t take it. He wonders what it would be like if they were marked purple all over, and when he thinks that, something stirs in the pit of his stomach and he realizes how long he’s been staring.

He blinks several times and averts his gaze to the floor, admiring the dirt that came in from their outside shoot unenthusiastically. He knows something’s changed since the last time he’s found Jaehwan appealing like that, but he can’t quite put his finger on it. He tries to wave off the sensation he felt, but every time he blinks, he sees those collarbones in his mind and he outwardly licks his lips. It’s kind of animalistic.

That’s when Hongbin realizes he’s scaring himself.

III.

The third incident is where platonic shifts to a concoction of romance blended with tons of sexual tension. At least, for Hongbin. At first it was a sexual infatuation with Jaehwan, but now Jaehwan is fucking up Hongbin’s feelings and he isn’t sure how to feel about it.

At this point, the group was promoting Depend on Me and were in Japan for a few concerts. The whole group had just gotten there from their long trip at the airport, and everyone was utterly exhausted. Hakyeon could barely formulate sentences at the front desk as he gained their room cards. He just handed one to anyone who was still awake enough to notice, and that was Hongbin, Sanghyuk, and Taekwoon. Wonsik was the definition of sleeping standing up as he dragged his feet along the carpet as Taekwoon tugged his sleeve. Apparently they were rooming together. Sanghyuk, however sleepy he was, skipped merrily to his room and called out towards the still groggy leader in the entrance hall. “C’mon, hyung, let’s go!”

“It’s never the maknaes that lose energy,” Hakyeon mutters as he trudges along behind Sanghyuk, who is currently opening the room. Taekwoon and Wonsik are no longer seen, which leaves Hongbin with the key card and a drowsy Jaehwan. What a great match, honestly. Jaehwan pouts and puffs his bottom lip out, which looks irresistably kissable but Hongbin is definitely not thinking about that at the moment. Nope. Not at all.

He drags Jaehwan along with him as he opens the door with the card. They both neglect their bags at the entrance, too tired to unpack them and place them elsewhere. Hongbin notices Jaehwan hasn’t moved from the door, so he picks the bed closest to the window so he can see the sunset outside. However, Jaehwan doesn’t seem to get the message that Hongbin’s claimed that bed, because he flops down upon it and snuggles himself up in the covers. “Hyung, your bed is over there,” Hongbin annunciates, pointing towards the vacant mattress seemingly waiting for Jaehwan to sink into it.

“Too tired to move,” Jaehwan says as he scoots up a little so he can rest on the pillow. Hongbin’s tired, too, and he’s about to move to the other bed with whatever strength he has left in his drained body when Jaehwan latches onto his waist and pulls him closer, almost spooning him.

“Hey! Hyung! Let me go!” But he doesn’t; Jaehwan just snuggles him closer, and Hongbin can smell the cologne he’s wearing and he feels sick to his stomach, but in a good way.

“Good night, Binnie,” Jaehwan mumbles, shutting his eyes and resting his head next to Hongbin. Hongbin can hear the slow pitter patter of Jaehwan’s heartbeat on his back, and it’s driving him insane. His own beat quickens considerably.

The close contact and sharing between body heats makes Hongbin’s skin absolutely sear. His heart swells whenever he’s reminded that Jaehwan is holding him. He’s not letting go, and that leaves a sense of security within the younger as he hears Jaehwan’s breathing level out. He knows the older boy is asleep, and his shallow breathing and the mixture of the intoxiacting cuddle leaves Hongbin useless. He just falls asleep as well.

IV.

Needless to say, Hongbin didn’t get a good night’s sleep like he initially thought he would in the bliss of Jaehwan’s arms. He awoke a few hours later, and the beginnings of daylight were creeping up in the sky as a cantaloupe colored sphere lit the twilight sky with seas of orange. Hongbin rubbed his eyes and tried to sit up, but remembered the tight hold of Jaehwan’s arms around him. Somehow, Jaehwan’s legs tangled with Hongbin’s own, and one of the older’s thighs were pressed up against him. As much as he would hate to remove Jaehwan’s grip from the younger, he does, so he can go to the bathroom really quickly and get a few more minutes of shut eye before his leader would be pounding at the door.

He’s about to twist the doorknob of the bathroom when he hears a mewl from his bed. Jaehwan’s fidgeting around and making strange noises. At first, Hongbin brushes it off, but they get more and more frequent as Hongbin’s away in the bathroom. He thinks he hears a moan escape the boy’s mouth, but waves it off. When the sultry sounds become more frequent, however, his dick twitches in his jeans that he forgot to take off when he fell asleep. He could feel a familiar stir in his stomach he had felt only a few months prior to something like this, and he was terrified.

He could tell the urge was much stronger. He sneaks back into the room, now occupying Jaehwan’s bed so he could get some much needed shut eye. But if he said those noises Jaehwan was making wasn’t affecting his sleep schedule, he would be lying. Because Hongbin can’t help it when he hears a high pitched mewl again, and he definitely doesn’t ignore his semi-hard on. He wants to tell his dick to take a rain check for a few hours, but apparently that isn’t how it works. Before he knows it, Hongbin has a raging erection straining against his tight jeans, and he so badly wants to get off.

For a second, he doesn’t think it would be a bad idea, and then he realizes he’s in too deep. The friendship line has been blurred and overpassed by this point, because Hongbin’s taking his dick out of his pants and stroking himself right next to the person he’s thinking about. He’s sleeping, for fuck’s sake, his inner conscience says. But the lust fogs his judgement and for today, he isn’t as cautious as he usually is. Sooner or later, he’s making the same noises Jaehwan is in the bed next to him, shutting his eyes as he strokes himself slow, trying to contain his noises as much as possible.

As much as he thinks it’s hot to get off while Jaehwan is in the bed next to him, he tries not to be as loud. He really doesn’t want to get caught for his dignity, but at the same time, he wouldn’t mind if Jaehwan had caught him. His mind wanders further than it ever had before, thinking about what his bandmate would be like in bed, and what kind of a person he would be. Thinking about Jaehwan being submissive in bed brings a low growl in the back of Hongbin’s throat, and before he knows it, he’s shooting a load all over the hotel’s comforter. He instantly feels guilty, because, what the fuck is he going to do!?

The closet is open and that’s literally the only thing he thinks about. He strips the stained comforter off of the bed and throws it in the closet, shutting it abruptly before turning around and trying to hide it, even though it’s shut. Jaehwan’s still sleeping like a baby despite the arousal heavy in Hongbin’s groans a minute ago. His regular cautious behavior comes back to him as he realizes what he’s just done. He feels dirty, but at the same time, there’s a rush to it.

It dawns on him that he’s way too far gone to even think of Jaehwan as a friend anymore. That line was blurred ever since the first incident.

V.

Hongbin immediately tells Hakyeon that it isn’t a good idea to finally watch the final cut of Chained Up. It was pretty common for groups to not know how their final product came out, but the leader was curious that day and typed the name of their newest Korean release into the search bar. Instantaneously, Hakyeon had the music video queued up and ready for their group members to watch. Sanghyuk had agreed, because, well, he really wanted to see how his part came out. Hakyeon, of course, wanted to see for the same reason. Wonsik was interested in how they filmed some of the shots, so he also volunteered to watch. Jaehwan was the first one to agree out of the six because, well, he liked watching their music videos.

Taekwoon and Hongbin were the only people to disagree with this activity. Taekwoon because he would get embarrassed. Hongbin because he didn’t know what the video entailed. Plus a little embarrassment along with that. He wasn’t sure how the video was going to make him feel, because he’d been harboring pretty lethal feelings for Jaehwan recently and it wasn’t going to help his overwhelming impulse to hold himself back. There were very thin strings holding Hongbin together right now, and stuff like this could shatter his perception as a whole.

“Binnie, come on! You usually love to do things like this with us!” That’s true. He recalls the first time he ever watched Superhero with the members, laughing at all the cuts in it. He fondly remembers laughing at his leader’s hair and getting sliced in the neck because of it. He loved bonding with this group members like this, but things have changed. Hongbin’s feelings have changed. He’s petrified. “I’ll let you have first shower when we have dance practice next.”

That offer was almost too good to pass up. So he takes it. “Sure, hyung.”

“Yay! Taekwoonie, what about you? Please watch it?” Hakyeon pouts at the stoic male, and he huffs out.

“Fine.” Hakyeon grins ear to ear as he clicks on the video, the males all around it watching with intent.

“Intense start,” the maknae remarks with an open mouth in awe at the production quality. He’s got to agree with the younger boy there; all of the music videos have been of impeccable quality that it baffles Hongbin every time. When Hongbin’s part begins, the leader nudges him and Hongbin’s face reddens when he sees himself dancing and in the water.

Hakyeon’s part comes up next, and the leader hums audibly. “I look great,” he remarks, and Wonsik groans.

“You don’t have to say it. We know,” Wonsik complains. Hakyeon reaches over his shoulder to pinch Wonsik’s cheeks.

“Thanks, Wonshikkie. I knew I liked you.” The chorus begins and Taekwoon immediately lives up to his nickname of Head Fairy, because he’s blocking everyone out and becoming outwardly embarrassed to the maximum. When Jaehwan’s part comes up on screen and he sees him, Hongbin’s self control flies out the window.

Because Jaehwan looks so delicious in his scenes, and he’s making eye contact with the camera just right. It feels like Hongbin is eye fucking the image on the screen. All the sound around him is drowned out as he watches intently whenever Jaehwan comes onto the screen. He moves and dances with vigor, lip syncing his parts to perfection, and a screaming need in the back of Hongbin’s mind is telling him to rip that boy’s suit off right now. But it’s just a music video. Jaehwan isn’t wearing the suit anymore.

Hongbin feels as if he’s overreacting, but he realizes he isn’t when he notices he’s semi-hard. Uh oh. This is not good. As soon as the video ends and there’s an uncomfortably straining tent forming even more in Hongbin’s pants, he emits a low, “I gotta go,” before he runs into his bedroom for a bit. When the members have cleared away from the monitor, he scurries into the bathroom, locks the door behind him, and takes a long, ice cold shower to will his arousal away for the time being.

He can’t keep doing this.

VI.

Hongbin is sure the rest of the members as well as him are secretly happy their Japanese tour is over. Now they get to rest up for a bit before a new project consumes their every waking hour. Their schedule is free and they’re flying back to Korea the next day, but for tonight, they have to sleep again at the hotel. Hongbin’s reading something on his phone and Jaehwan is howling with laughter at the tv. He’s watching something funny, but Hongbin doesn’t know what. He’s not paying attention.

“Binnie~!” Jaehwan tries to get his bandmate’s attention with just that, but it’s no use. Hongbin is fully engrossed in the article he’s reading, and it intrigues him even more than Jaehwan’s half-hearted calls to gain his attention. Jaehwan puffs his bottom lip out and ventures into uncharted territory; at least it’s uncharted territory for Hongbin. Hongbin still doesn’t notice Jaehwan’s leaning really closely to him, their breaths intermingling as Jaehwan invades the younger’s space. “Whatcha reading?” No response.

Jaehwan sighs. “Guess I’m gonna have to do something more forceful,” he says almost with sorrow in his voice. He takes Hongbin’s phone and flings it onto the other bed so it wouldn’t get destroyed, and pins Hongbin’s wrists to the bed and laughs at him. “Pay attention to meee!” If this were a few months ago, Hongbin would go along with it. They were friends who always used to wrestle with each other and play often, but this time, it was different. With Jaehwan on top of him like that, Hongbin definitely couldn’t hold it in anymore.

The dam was breaking.

“Fuck you, Jaehwan,” Hongbin manages out, his breathing picking up as he notices how close Jaehwan is to him. The older male gasps when he hears Hongbin swear; Hongbin doesn’t swear often, but when he does, he’s really irritated.

“Did I do something wrong this time? Did I lie on top of a sore spot? Sorry, Binnie,” Jaehwan says. He’s about to climb off when Hongbin surges forward, capturing the plush lips between his own. At first, Jaehwan is shocked. He doesn’t know what to think when he feels Hongbin’s lips envelope his own, but once they start moving in sync, he realizes it’s sickly sweet and toxic. Hongbin thinks the same thing.

Jaehwan’s thought about this once or twice, but he hasn’t fallen as deep as Hongbin. As deep as Hongbin, who’s rutting against Jaehwan’s knee already, and they’re just kissing. He feels like a hormonal teenager. It would make sense since he was still young, but his arousal never built up that much and he’s never had a better orgasm than he ever had besides when he was thinking about Jaehwan. Jaehwan was an addictive drug, and Hongbin was a junkie.

Hongbin breaks the kiss, because honestly, he doesn’t want Jaehwan to be the one in charge. If there’s a next time, he’ll definitely want to try that. But for now, he’s leaning into the boy underneath him, sucking marks into those beautiful collarbones. He finds the shirt unnecessary, so he tugs at the fabric as he’s sucking marks into the main vocal’s neck. “Off,” he commands, and Jaehwan is quick to comply. His shirt flies off and the first sight that started it all flashes before Hongbin’s eyes. He licks his lips seductively and trails his lips down the boy’s chest, sucking marks into whatever area he fancies most, and leaving wet, hot kisses on every other area.

He tugs his own shirt off, and Jaehwan is quick to run his hands over Hongbin’s abs. Hongbin bats his hands away and leans into Jaehwan, whispering into the boy’s ear. “No touching,” he says to the boy. He’s whimpering underneath the younger as he gets touched, and a diabolic smirk plays at Hongbin’s features. He undoes Jaehwan’s belt and dips his hand down Jaehwan’s boxers. He’s semi-hard, but Hongbin pumps him a few times and his member eventually stands at attention for Hongbin, who bites his lip hungrily as he pulls down the waistband.

Jaehwan’s cock springs up and bobs in the air a bit. It’s making Hongbin painfully hard at this point, seeing this boy’s beautiful cock poised in the air only for Hongbin. He takes off his own pants and undergarments to where they’re both fully undressed and bare for each other. Jaehwan mewls when Hongbin kisses up Jaehwan’s thighs, teasing him as he sucks gigantic purple marks into the inner flesh. “P-Please Binnie,” Jaehwan stutters, and Hongbin can’t help but pull another sickening smirk at the ends of his lips.

“What was that? What’s my name?” Hongbin bites particularly hard on the mark on Jaehwan’s left thigh and the older whines in pleasure.

“Please daddy,” Jaehwan tests, and as a reward, a delicious growl emits from the boy on top of him as he runs his hands up the older’s sensitive thighs.

“Good boy,” Hongbin says. His mouth inches towards Jaehwan’s cock, red, angry, and leaking out precum. He slots his lips against it and takes it all in his mouth, trying to fight his gag reflex to pleasure someone of his affections.

Jaehwan pants because it’s way too much. This is everything he’s ever thought about with Hongbin, well, minus the Hongbin being dominant part. That was a huge surprise to Jaehwan himself and he would be lying if he said he didn’t like it. His fingers lace through Hongbin’s locks as he tongues Jaehwan’s slit, making the boy groan in ecstasy. “I-I think I’m gonna-” Before Jaehwan finishes his sentence, Hongbin gets off him with a pop.

“Flip over,” Hongbin growls, and Jaehwan is quick to do so.

Hongbin’s loving how pliant Jaehwan is with commands. It’s like he could get used to this kind of role with Jaehwan. If it were anyone else, he’d be totally embarrassed, but with this boy, it’s completely different. Hongbin feels as though he could do so many things that he would be embarrassed about if talked about in public. He feels as though this is his alter ego. Hongbin’s prepared, because, if he hadn’t thought about bottoming out before, then he wouldn’t have brought his lube. He gets up for a second, leaving the panting mess known as Jaehwan on the bed and patiently waiting for Hongbin to return.

He brings a condom long forgotten in a spot in his bag. He’d been given one as a joke, but now, he thanks the heavens that he has one, because he would be severely disappointed if he couldn’t pound into that juicy ass. Jaehwan moaned every time Hongbin touched him slightly, and if that wasn’t hot, Hongbin didn’t know what was. He preps Jaehwan by covering a small amount of his index finger in lube and sliding the digit in his tight hole. “You okay?”

Jaehwan nods, and then adds, “I’ve never done this before, so go easy on me.”

“I haven’t either,” Hongbin admits, and they both kind of shyly laugh at each other.

But when Hongbin adds a second finger, that laughter dies down and transmits to beautiful noises emitting from Jaehwan’s throat. Jaehwan’s begging for more, and Hongbin complies by giving him a third finger. He scissors them in and out of Jaehwan, making sure he’s comfortable and adjusted before the real thing comes into play. He likes to be dominant with Jaehwan, but he also likes to make sure he’s doing everything right and making him comfortable. Sooner or later, though, his animalistic tendencies kick back into high gear as he slides the condom onto his cock and covers it in lube.

“Ready?” Hongbin slides up to Jaehwan and presses a comforting kiss to the back of his neck.

“Y-Yeah,” Jaehwan admits, and Hongbin pushes into him slowly. They both moan in sync at the feeling, and Hongbin is on cloud nine. He loves the sight of Jaehwan’s hole enveloping his cock, and the feeling is so amazingly warm and pleasurable. He just wants to move already, but he waits for Jaehwan’s go ahead. “Move, please,” Jaehwan cries out, and Hongbin starts out slow.

What started as slow, tender thrusts turned into Hongbin pounding into Jaehwan as hard as he could. The headboard was banging against the wall and no doubt leaving marks on the wallpaper, but Hongbin didn’t care. Here he was, fucking pretty little Lee Jaehwan and making him submit to every single command. He’s on the verge of collapse when his orgasm rips through him and he shoots his seed into the condom. Jaehwan finishes shortly after and Hongbin pulls out of him, disposing the condom in the trash basket next to the bed.

Jaehwan whimpers a bit at the loss of being filled up, but then he sees Hongbin scoot closer to him and wrap his arms around the boy’s middle and it doesn’t seem so bad. He’s not caring about the dirtied sheets because here Hongbin is; Hongbin, who fucked him into next week, but is also caringly cuddling him right this minute. Before Hongbin drifts off to sleep, Jaehwan rolls over, and gazes right into the younger’s eyes. “What-What are we?” Hongbin shrugs. “I don’t know. I’m not worrying about it now. We can be whatever we want to be.”

Jaehwan shuts up for a bit, and then has the urge to kiss Hongbin on the lips. He does. This time, it’s not full of tongue and desire and lust, but it’s tender and loving, almost languid in a way. Jaehwan could get used to kisses like those. “So, if we’re boyfriends, we could do stuff like this all the time?”

“I guess that’s what the label entails, sure.” Jaehwan kisses the top of Hongbin’s nose, and the younger boy goes red in the face.

“I like that label. Let’s be boyfriends. Also, why are you getting red when you’re the one who fucked me?” Queue embarrassed, flustered Hongbin. In alarm, the younger boy covers Jaehwan’s mouth with his hand.

“Shut up! The others could hear you!”

“As if they didn’t hear us anyways,” Jaehwan remarks as he moves Hongbin’s hand away from his mouth. “And besides, who cares?” Hongbin pecks his lover’s cheek and smiles, the dimples caving into his cheeks as he gazes at the one who holds his affections.

“You’re kind of right.” Hongbin shuts his eyes and attempts to replenish his energy by sleeping. He’s almost asleep when he’s asked one final question by Jaehwan.

“Binnie?”

Hongbin quirks one eye open and mumbles in a sleepy voice, “Yeah?”

“Next time we do it, I want to be on top.” Next time, Hongbin’s mind echoes.

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