#keepingupapperances

Isn't it funny how people can have a perception of you and your life through appearances and never really know what your life really is. Many people who know me would never know half of the things I go through a daily basis like-dealing with my physco dead beat dad who does nothing- but at the end of the day when you call him out for being a lazy idiot he yells at you and ultimately makes you feel guilty, waking up at 5:30 am just to take care of things I shouldn't even have to be worrying about at my age, taking care of my little brother and worrying about his grades etc and yes I have a mom who should probably be doing that but she works 10 hours a day and is way too busy. This is my life, and today I'm just simply exhausted and hope life gets a little easier because I'm tired of people thinking my life is just oh-so-fab based on appearances.