#keepherforever

Last night was great. What did I do you ask? Literally nothing but that is sometimes the best thing ever. Just laying down and forgetting about everything. Hearing your voice and seeing the expressions on your face is so comforting. Life stand stills for a while because I can physically see that you are ok, I don’t need to worry as much. My thoughts freeze and I forget what was wrong. The disappointments of life just fade away. Falling asleep knowing that you are within reaching distance makes me feel so much better. I know that things ae crazy full on at the moment but I would be totally ok if nothing ever changed between us. I still can’t explain it but just having you there to physically touch in the most innocent way possible really soothes me and I have no idea why. I love having someone I can go to who literally needs to say nothing and I still walk away feeling so much better.  It puts life on pause and gives me time to rejuvenate. I love you more than you will ever be able to comprehend and I wake up every day so greatful that I get to call you my friend!

She kills me, every night she kills me! And by kills I mean in an ‘oh my goodness how did I find someone as amazing, incredible and unbelievably perfect as her’ kind of way. She says all the right things and she just feels like I have never seen before about things that happened forever ago. It is at a point where words are failing to express what they are intend to and everyone thinks we are into each other and something is going on but I am alight with that and I hope she is too. She is seriously such a blessing and I love her sooo much!

This is my beautiful girlfriend. Not too often in life do you find someone that you can trust with absolutely anything. I will never be good enough for her but that doesn't mean I won't spend the rest of my life trying to be! I'm crazy about you Caitlin!