May 8, 2014 “Put your fears and uncertainties at the feet of Jesus and know that He is God”
My girlfriend told me that she is going to a fiesta of the hometown of her co-worker. Then we texted a lot encouraging her to enjoy the party in a right way that even she might drink alcohol, just drink a little and assuring her that she should take care of her health. Accepting the fact that I’m worried about her but can’t make her change in a snap of a moment. So, time passes and I’m about to sleep but something went wrong, she got angry with me not knowing that she likes to text me more than talking with her friends there. I called her to fix the situation and knew that she was a little drunk telling to me that she felt dizzy. My fears and uncertainties grows bigger and come to the point that she is about to went home but her text is misspelled and short, knowing in my mind that she is really dizzy and can’t contact her when she didn’t reply anymore. I started to be more worried because I love her so much that I can’t do anything for her cause I’m so far. I started to pray to God and put everything and remembered that He is in control of everything, knowing that if I’m limited in ways I know for Him anything is possible. Before my prayer finished, my phone received a message from her, at first she said that she don’t know where she is because the place is so far from her home and it’s late midnight but my God calmed me from being scared and letting God take control not only her situation but mine also. Then she called telling me that she’s at home, and we talked about what happen. She told me that she learned many things but because of her situation of dizziness mix with tiredness I just let her take the rest and we’ll talked next time and lastly telling her that I worried a lot and how much I love her and thankful to God that He took care of her. Really when you put your weary to God, He will give you rest and calm your fears and uncertainties knowing that He is God and He is in control. Thank you Father for inspiring me today to write and start my journey again with you, holding my hands and showing me how great You are makes me more wanting to know You more and being more faithful. Please forgive me on my short comings and sins, by your grace I’m healed and have courage to face again this life doing not my will but Your will for me and for others. You really are my comforter and friend, whom I can run with my uncertainties and worries. I trust to You not only my life Lord but my love ones as well. I love you and thank You for countless chances You’ve given me Lord. In your name I praise and pray, AMEN.
