#kealan

Why did you throw it away? You continually tell me to my face that you don’t want me to be in love with you. Why did you throw it away? All this time all I wanted was to enjoy what we had.. all of the fun times we could’ve had - All the time spent on the continuous music - every word you sang, every chord you played, every time you strung those strings. Did you think I would stay while you whipped me down? I only wanted to adore you. You smiled as you turned the knife, and reach out to hold me. Without any acknowledgement or compassion then blame me. You will hurt me again. You will hurt me again. I ADORED YOU. Too much for you to do so I can feel the pain again