I still dont get it. I just dont get it. Susan and Vanessa KISSED and Vanessa was like: I've always loved that you can laugh in the shittiest situations (and as you can see i go into protective rages over you possibly getring hurt) and Susan was like: you're the only thing that makes life feel not shitty. I admire you. You've always protected me and you make me feel safe. THEY KISS!!! And Vanessa's RESPONSE is to smile adoringly and spoon Susan!!! Like ?? And when Axel gently teases her about it she laughs and says they're friends. AND APPARENTLY THIS WAS TRUE??? THAt was a kiss between friends?? Like don't get me wrong I've spooned friends. I've even touched lips with friends on two seperate occassions, but THIS? sober, sweet, and lingering. gal. Pals? And the writers put that in and went: uh but nah. Nect episode let's conjure this extremely like - extremely handsome hot man up who is sensitive and badass and hot and completely pure of heart and Vanessa shags him like THAT because he's just that perfect (like seriously he was insanely - perfect - how was he not sketchy??) Huh?!?!? And then they have susan killed at her lowest emotional point and then her GRAVE DESECRATED AND HER BODY EATEN. WHAT?????!?!?!?!??!! Why did they put the kiss even in there? The spoon?? Like im just scratching my head apparently APPARENTLY that's truly TRULY friends stuff to some people (straights)... truly. I just can't wrap my head around it.
