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22. Who are their friends? Lovers? ‘Type’ or ‘ideal’ partner?

About his friends, he isn’t exigent, maybe the only thing he can’t really tolerate much is loudy people and even with this he can manage to get along with this people. It only depends of how the relationship develops and if he determines if that person if somebody to trust or somebody to keep at distance. 

About lovers, Eric isn’t totally interested in have a love partner, it isn’t like he is aromantic or filophobic but inside his mind he have the next two problems: 

1) He asociate the words “I like you” as “I want to fuck you”, same for kisses, and then all of the thigs related to have a partner makes him felt nervious because he think that person only like him for his body and not for who he is…. 

2) He is afraid he isn’t good enough to be the partner of anyone (he have a really low self-esteem). 

But inside he really want to love and be loved and he wait somebody want this for him too and don’t try to use him like hikawa people do it in the past.

23. What do they want from a partner? What do they think and feel of sex?

OMG I have literally the 3 years of this blog waiting for somebody ask me for this one 

Ok them, the thing Eric want and wait for a partner is love, even if he have problems to understand this concept and how a relationship works, he dream with the idea of somebody like him and don't see him as the dog he used to be. 

He wish somebody who don't judge him for the things of his past, somebody who give him the force he think he don't have and show him what does felt being loved 

(but at the same time he is scared as fuck to people approach him and always do thing to keep away people) 

Now about sex...

To be honest the sex scarred and nauseate him, the simple idea of somebody touch him in a sexual way makes him want to scream and hide in the first place he can found. 

His "first time" was one of the most traumatizing experiences ever had, any time he was close to a sexual experience he can only remember that day and the door this experience open to his life. 

The sex it's something disgusting, painful, scarry, terrifying, sickening, the simple word makes him want to returning his stomach. 

The idea that somebody ever want to have sex with him makes him want to cry loud because that person want to hurt him at his eyes, the sexual act is more like the worst of the punishments than something to desire. 

It's because of his sex experiences Eric hate sweet and bitter tastes, it's because of the sex abuse hikawa give him Eric can't smell coffee without felt sick and want to puke. 

But deep inside of him he want to understand why people like it, why people desire so bad sex to even go to brothels to afford the services of a lady/gentleman companion, he want' to know if this really can feel good and strengthen the bonds with your loved one. 

But his demons are more strong than him so he always will try to run away instead of comfront his traumas related to this.

42. What does your character want most? What do they need really badly, compulsively? What are they willing to do, to sacrifice, to obtain?

The first and possibly the most important thing that Eric want is have a normal life, or at least a stable one, since he was a kid he never have a normal/stable life, his parents don’t had a normal work, they rarely stay at home and if they stay it wasn’t for a long time lapse, he was a foreigner so this makes people look at him in a strange way, he can’t totally trust strangers because they can be enemies of his parents and can hurt him. And then, his parents die and he was taken by hikawa and his life pass from a complicated one for a living hell…. 

So yeah, the thing that Eric want with all of his soul is have a normal life or at least a stable one, with a good family and friends that love him without being scared that somebody can hurt him. 

But aparently it’s much to ask?

47. Do they want to project an image of a younger, older, more important person? Does they want to be visible or invisible?

About the image he project, he can’t care less about that because he literally can’t… By seriously…. 

Eric is the kind of person who took the first clothes that appear in front of him and are comfortable enough to use without felt like is ussing 5tons of cloth and literally only use a comb to take off the nudes of his hair when it was too messy….

Now about if he want to be visible or invisible, Eric only want to be low profile, he don’t want people notice his existence, in part because of his past on hikawa he get used to be out of radar to finish his works fast and without questions and for other because he really don’t like people pay so much atention over him, it gives him a los of anxiety.